Chat Years Eve Party

wow do i not want to get ready for work...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZfSrhFMC8A"]bone thugs-n-harmony - Land Of Tha Heartless - E 1999 Eterna - YouTube

 

ugh.. I had the last 3 days off.. I don't want to work tonight either...

 

my work shifts are long right now, been 10 hours.

if we hire 1 person though..then its as if your pay check gets cut in half. so everyone takes the 10 hours.

 

I dont wanna get ready for work either. I have a short shift tody though, and tommorwo off. so...

 

ive been having nice 3-4 shifts per week this past month, but starting next week im back at 6 a week... ah well, mo moneh lol

 

thats the attitude lil buddy....gotta gather the brown bills if you're ever gonna be able to afford a thousand a night hooker

 

I'm supposed to be going to a fancy party at seven. Nothing. To. Wear.

 

then wear nothing.. that's pretty fancy

 

Pssssh. I'll need a Xanax for this party. I'm reallllly fucking shy in real life.

 

kpin does what xanax dont

 

Klonipin? I'm scripted those. They don't like giving them to me because I'm so young(18). I have a lovely neighbor though.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJ8di2nSnzk"]Family Guy - The least fancy thing I have ever heard - YouTube

 

Maybe soo ... I hate my anxiety. Im gonna go without a xanax, it'll be better for me.
Deep breaths.

 

I was joking....... I like the word fancy

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zplc4Ienkws"]Reba McEntire - Fancy - YouTube

 

I haven't heard that song in forever. Lol. Love it.

 

quitting benzos is the best advice i can give you

 

If xanax is for anxiety, what do those with to much anxiety to see a doctor do? Xanax would be awesome, but there's no way I could talk to my parents or a doctor, way to much anxiety for that shit lol I don't like this system, if only you could order it online...

 

you can but 9 outta 10 will be counterfeit...bad move orts about the doctor....doctors take their privacy shit real serious....and it is so common now that he will fix you right up...you wont get xanax for 2 years in cxanada though unless yous a basket case

 

It takes 2 years to get xanax in Canada? how does that help at all? To be honest i thought you could just walk in, say you have bad anxiety, and get a prescription the same day...

I actually have pretty bad anxiety, I get mild panic attacks, and have really messed up vision and issues focusing because of depersonalization/derealization... And i've had it for years, 24/7 the majority of the time it sucks, and i'm a social retard lol... I can be the most outgoing person in the world, once i get to know you... But around strangers, I can barely even think of a word to say... And it takes me weeks and weeks to get to know someone before I actually start talking, therefore i don't meet new people because nobody sticks around that long without thinking i'm a weirdo lol

And I can't pass that stewpid road test because of anxiety... When i drive on my own i'm flawless, like a normal average driver... But on the test i just forget everything and panic