CHAT Times At Ridgemont HIGH

do cookies count...

 

Hey stoners

 

my chickens will be having pizza again tomorrow as their table scraps....ive thrown them at least 50 slices since I started at the pub..turns out chickens will eat weed too........................................................................................................found that out today with some scientific experimentation..................................................if I feed them a whole ounce do you think the egg will be potent?lol..........................one time I left a full cider outside and forgot about it so i poured it into the hens water dish and they all guzzled it back.I spent a few hours today getting the coop winterized...........................................................its like a luxury condo now compared to last years slum coop
........................ok what the fuck...cant space again

 

Man its chilly out tonight its a love hate thing

 

after you fatten some chickens up, you send me one frozen.. they sound yummy..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPRpT7lBkp0"]scar tissue ghetto cover - YouTube

 

Dude im stuck on level 33 on candy crush

 

i have made a stand against candy crush.

orison- that was awesome

 

Moon is strong this month...

 

i have such bad luck that if i even attempted to kill myself - i'd probably end up winning at life

 

not that i am suicidal - i am just over life, every turn i take something gets fucked. i fucking hate so much right now and i really really really wish i didn't.

i guess it is true, the more you try to avoid something, the more it appears in your face.

i really am not into jumping through hoops so that i can be a fucking puppet. i am going to drive myself insane.

i wish i could press fast forward without just drinking myself into a hole. how can i preserve my brain and ignore the dumb shit around me?

i'm half wishing for an all-out nuclear war - fuck beauty.

 

YES!!! I've been thinking the same thing...in fact, I'm fixing to go outside and sit a minute with my big black outside cat. He always finds me this time of night when I go outside to night gaze. It isn't even a full moon until Thursday. man...I can't help but wonder what (else) is gonna happen.

I didn't want to just gloss over these posts...I have luck worse than hell and I've always thought if I ever tried to hurt myself I'd wind up paralyzed or deformed or somehow in a worse kind of hell than I've already known. So, yeah, if for no other reason I know I've gotta just stick it out.

(Plus, I know you aren't a coward any more than I am.)

 

My boyfriend had no friends today so I went and saw a movie with him today. I'm not really a fan of going to the movies much, and especially not to boy movies. But I did it for him and we saw Riddick. I would say I even enjoyed watching it. :juggle:

he bought me rainbow candy strips to keep me quiet

 

Hey man nobody has a perfect life dude people make mistakes you just pick up the pieces and move on

 

Purp- it all comes in waves. its a "roll with the punches" kind of thing. things are always getting fucked up. we had basically an "extra" $200 a few weeks ago. we transferred it into savings ?(yeah! high-five! we are climbing out of the hole!) the very same day hubby drops his phone. doesnt crack the screen, but makes it so the screen doesnt work. the cost to replace (under the warranty)? $200. it never fails. if we have any "leftover" money after bills, something comes up that requires it. i still cant afford the copay at the doctor to get my prescriptions changed and my thyroid levels tested.

thats life. its a hard slog through a lot of bullshit. you have to keep your focus on your goals, keep moving towards those goals. face the bullshit with calm acceptance of the reality. you can try to change the circumstances of the bullshit, but you have to decide if it is worth it, and if it is how best to influence the situation. assholes keep being assholes. cheaters and backstabbers and ass kissers get the perks. stick to your personal ethics, it feels better in the long run. and do not feed the bullshit monster. starve it of energy.

sit down and figure out what your short and long term goals are. write down the things that you truly enjoy being involved in. figure out the road you are on now, and figure out how it aligns and differs from your ideal goal. know that very little gets simply handed to the humble and honest and loyal, which is unfair and fucking stupid, i know. i know if i owned a business i would gladly pay a little more for competence and loyalty than piss away minimum wage on a shitty employee.

hang in there. i wouldnt say it gets better, though i think it does. it definitely gets different. i need to hit the hay, have to be up at 6am.

 

my man, you already know the answer to that question.

stop being so silly.

:book:

 

man I haven't had a special cookie on a sober stomach in a long time

 

fucking a.
I'm still sick and I open tomorrow.
good night guys

 

don't count sheep, wake up confused!

dream of goals..

fucking sheep..

fuck math trying to go to bed..

have good dreams

 

:love: