BUMP Officially dry now. It's been a long time since this was the case (aside from a few days here and there), because I always managed to find money to get my herb throughout the spring and summer. I wish one of my friends would reply about this game I've been trying to get him to post on eBay for me. I might as well have him give it back to me, and do it through another friend's account. Pretty ridiculous. I first told him about this over 2 months ago to avoid a dry season, before I even got my last stash, and now look. Dude is WAY too busy. And initially selling this game actually stretches back to much longer before then. EDIT: Actually, just got a response from him apologizing and explaining his busy schedule. He travels a lot between states. I probably will get it back Sunday, though. The game fetches a nice sum on eBay for its rarity. I just hope it doesn't take a while to sell. Until then, I could use a T-break anyway. Plus I still get to smoke whenever I hang with my closest friend once or twice a week. LOL This brings me back to the days when I first started smoking, before I had my own stuff, and how it wasn't an everyday thing.
bump it sucks only having a little bit left and not really having the money to afford more right now. times are tough right now, my moms b-day is coming up not to mention x-mas my sisters b-day
Bump... Oh wait, where did that WISH come from? It just sort of jumped in front of me, I thought it said bump if you were high.:2thumbsup:
Getting pretty ticked off how lately when the weed is very available, the problem is not having the money. And when I do have the money literally begging to be spent, I have to fucking wait eons, because plans are uncertain and keep getting pushed back. Grrr, I should have gotten my stuff yesterday. Looks like tonight is going to be another no-go. Plus no chill time with my friend. For all I know, I could be waiting a week the way things are going. It's just a g, come on.... EDIT: I fucking knew it. Gonna have to wait another week. I fucking hate having money lying around when I've been waiting a long time to get some herb.
I wanted to blaze before going home from work but i started to feel like shit so thought it wouldn't be a good idea.
Yeah, gonna be exactly a week since I made my last post. Definitely getting some herb this Thursday night. A good eighth of nice mids. Wish I could blaze now, since my sleeping has gotten to be a mess again. But at least I have that to look forward to soon. And hopefully some new company, too.
Well, just my luck. My friend just texted me that even our mids connect fell through. Fuck this. When I was broke, things were readily available. Now when I FINALLY got some money together for my own stuff, I just keep getting shitted on. Seems like all options are exhausted. Even my reliable connect from far away went silent after one text. And to add more damage, this ruins plans for connecting with a girl I know around the area. My friend and I had a specific hangout planned tonight. After coming out of a fabulous Molly + LSD + herb experience, I've unfortunately been dealing with some of the worst 2 weeks ever. It may seem like I'm overreacting, but this is all on top of personal issues as well. Fuck the drug war, and fuck greed. If I'm lucky, I may get smoked out in a bit through a mutual friend. But he only has a bit, and it's not like my life's going to move forward from it. Was really hoping for that hangout to work out, but it won't. Just going to be stuck around the house, dealing with the usual sleep and anxiety issues. This thread is ripe for bitching, so that's why I'm bitching.
ya im feelin it. Fucked off. Not even my roommates have bud they would guranteed front a bowl. Fuckin sick of this shit not having money. Guess i should turn in some job apps tomorrow solely to be able to get high when i want in the future. I cannot for the life of me sleep this sober. Only thing that cheered me up today i watched hella psych the tv show on netflix. Funniest part was when he saw a guy get killed during a scary ride, people think it was jus the ride that scared him, they get caught by staff sneakin in to investigate, when they are filling out the forms to leave gus goes what are you writing? It shows on shawns paper "saw a guy get killed, nobody cared." bwahahaha god damn hes funny i laughed so hard. But ya 4 o clock and i feel like fuck. Why havent i won a million dollars yet my life sucks.
An update to my previous posts: Thursday I luckily got to hang out with friends all day. From morning to morning, a near 24 hours. Got to talk about personal issues with my best friend. Got smoked out by two different people, and I was able to get as high as I wanted. Handled a very intense level of high in a very positive, enjoyable manner. I even saw a friend I hadn't hung out with in a LONG time, and I turned him onto some new music I've been meaning for him to hear forever. Came back Friday morning. Slept all day. Still tired enough to continue sleeping. Still a good afterglow-like high. Getting bud in the morning. Hanging out with the girl I was hoping to connect with. She messaged me herself. So things have finally turned around and are looking good for me. Sorry to hear that, dude. I definitely really feel for you. I know what it's like. I wish you all the best and hope you climb out of the mire soon. Life can be a rollercoaster. Sometimes it really seems like existence is wired against you. It really does. But other times, through hope and effort, things roll back in the opposite direction, and life's good again. I wish you the best on your job! My best friend is going to help me out with that really soon as well, as part of getting my life together.