Buddha Vs Thedope

you are looking for knowledge to learn all you have to do is listen to what he says and do it. It is the doing it that shows you it's true.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4X7b2E_Jq-k

 

I am learning to sit for the health benefits, not just to say I can to some girl.

 

help

 

Your help is not to learn to sit but to walk and talk.

 

but will it help me to sit?

cosmic energy can be accomplished for I feel I have none.

healing is something I need or I will fail.

 

It will help you help your self.

YOu are a being

To sit is an action

 

but is it the right action?

that is a silly question with a serious thought?

I know what I should do, but im still asking you.

 

Siitting doesn't care if you act

 

If I am sick I cannot act, so I get mad at those who don't deserve it. Giving myself rat poison wishing other would get sick.

So no choice but to sit from act to look at the world in my mind?

 

Not so. you sit with your mind while you act.

 

YOu habitually move all the time.

Gives plenty of time to occupy your mind on other things like walk and chew gum at the same time

The sore asses have you sit because their routine doesn't give them what they want.

 

I am trying to control my habit before it kills me.

 

Do not try to control it. Put it to the side.

 

When we put something to the side that's like telling the little evil on your shoulder to stop talking.

 

HAbit is habitat

If you don't know your habitat

then you don't know your habit.

You don't know because you are not trying hard enough but because you are trying to answer a question you don't know the answer to.

The only thing they teach in school is how to read

and leave the interpretation to you.

They do not teach you to differentiate meaning from faction

This is the only literate language there is.

That is why in a few minutes you can teach someone to see the difference

 

But if its message is killing you . . .

 

i forbid you

I forbid you

 

feeling victim to a curse.

its called addiction.

I have found calirty in my life.

but no matter how hard I stretch the band to stay away from the pain, and how clear I get from stretching it away, it still snaps.

I'm trying to figure out for the life of me to not see the band to even have to fuck with it.

 

I went down the rabbit hole a long long time ago, shit its almost like I was born in it looking back.

that doesn't matter.

the point is, ignorance is bliss.

and I fight not to be ignorant, so I deal with pain I bring upon myself and cannot experience bliss.

 

I've been addicted to several substances, two of which took me to death's door. Someone once asked me why I do it. I told them that I guess I can't think of a good enough reason to not do it. Forbid it a place.