breaking on through...

exactly, it's not a state of "well, that's it i guess!", it really is intimate personal communion with the entire universe, and whole areas of it that you didn't know existed.

Like I said desos i think your personal belief is something that is holding you back. I wouldn't believe anything too strongly until you actually got experiential data to support it, just approach the situation with a blank slate of mind. You may leave it with your belief reinforced, or you may leave it seeing how that belief was acting to suppress your actions in this universe, since it's only Universe 1.0, and you're really after Universe 2.0 (which you don't even know exists!)

 

I could feel at the time
There was no way of knowing
Fallen leaves in the night
Who can say where they´re blowing
As free as the wind
And hopefully learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning
More than this - there is nothing

 

the reason i beleive this is because of my salvia trip.