Bit of an issue.

I wouldnt call never being the same after a acid trip a good thing lmao, unless its loved completely and the change means more interactive and full of life and all the wonderful good, happiness stuff...Theres two sides to a drug, either side is way different than the other, remember...All i know is that iam enjoying myself lately lol

 

Thanks for the input guys. I agree with some of you, like how you say that i have to accept it and embrace it, its not like theres much else i can do. But in most situations i think about both the positives and the negatives. Like i really like things where you have to focus like video games and racing, and i'm not as on top of my game anymore. On the other hand, everything is more extreme and super fun now. So i want to be back to the way i was because being the best was more important to me. I guess ill just have to wait and find out.
But i agree with burnabowl, i feel alot more "present" in the situation at hand, and more "alive" even. I can't seem to put my words together as well though thats a pretty big negative.

 

wouldnt considering it a present be describing it as a positve?, the words thing is negative though,but its all a learning process. lol

 

I diddn't mean i feel like it's a present, i said i feel more present, meaning i feel like i exist more than i used to. It is pretty sweet.

 

thats odd dude. usually in the aftermath of an acid trip i feel time goes by really so. its the aftermath of a night of rolling e that makes time seem to fly by

 

mind shows you time is flying

this means

stop wasting!

 

they arent gonna fade unless you seize the smoknig of pot for a little while. at least in my case I always got visuals from smoking after I tripped.. the only thing that seems to get rid of that is complete sobriety for a good few months. But see what works for you.

 

Yeah time goes faster, just like how it is when i'm tripping. When im tripping an hour feels like 20 min. In current time right now an hour feels like 40 min. Thats how it is i'm just still feeling things that i usually only feel on acid.
Mr writer, i always take advantage of time don't worry, time is life.
Swoosh- thanks for the tip man ill try that i think.

 

I find that the more growing i do the more i feel that time goes faster only because of how my mind gets used to the time schedule, in other words, the longer iam alive the more i adjust.

It might actually make no sense, oh well lol

 

i love the way i feel after my first trip. i feel like a new born child in a sense, things go deeper now. i also feel that it helped me mature and rise above all the shananagins at my boarding school (selfless snobs ... 290 of them). i just go about my way loving life the way it is for me now and i know they will never know what it is like to have this gift. so embrace it my friend keep it going... i know i will!

 

Thank You!