Bills, bills, bills

Lynsey maybe we should cut back on credit cards

 

I used to be much worse I work at a non profit and financially it sucks so sometimes I usually put things like gas and other things I need on there. When I first started at my job I had to go to a lot of fundraisers and pr events so people would recognize me so most of my store debt is from my work expecting me to dress and blend with the donors and than we have conferences with big pro profits who give us funds and I am expected to blend in there too so yeah that racked my cards up pretty high.

 

Oh god that sucks...

 

it's fucking ridicolous and than my boss has the nerve to tell me yesterday 'well your education matters but I hired you because I could tell you would look good and present yourself well when your at events' ohhhh yeah it sucks I feel much more comftrable with people of the same economic class as me unless they are super down to earth in Janruary i have to sit with a bunch of women whse husbands are ceo's or whatever there called at pro profits of a large electronic corp and have dinner with all of them. It's very demeaning and very insulting that I make 13 dollars an hour and have to wear an outrageously expensive evening gown-which thanks god i already have or else I would have to hit my mom up-which I hate doing. It's just like why the hell do we have to fool these people it's obvious I am not independently wealthy and no matter how much i like clothes i don't wanna have to wear what i am expected to.