At one time I took pharmaceuticals. Very dangerous pharmaceuticals that some doctors absolutely refused to prescribe because and I quote "that medication is too dangerous. I won't risk it". Some can cause sudden heart failure, others strokes, and others extreme impaired motor movements, ect. Before I started talking them for my condition, I was informed that they were experimental and could kill me. I was a mess so I agreed anyway. 25 years later at 48 years old, I'm thinking a little cannabis might be my best bet, but not just any type will do. It's the difference between salt and sugar or hot tea and iced tea. Specific qualities and effects able to treat and meet my specific needs are umm ... Needed. I hate pills. I always kinda enjoyed cannabis until I got the wrong kind and experienced an adverse affect. So,. I'm a mental wreck, the pharmacuticals don't work as well and they are extremely dangerous, with a risk of sudden death stroke and heart failure attached. Crazy how I gotta go through what I gotta go through and even crazier is how some would refuse me mental health care and medicine because umm ... They don't believe in that stuff. Ahem.
Souless sellouts, big pharmacuticals company cronies, who would rather kill us off than allow us to receive best treatment and balance and stability and a healthy mental bill of health. A healthy mind. At one time I had one. I kinda existed in pharmacuticals, but would end up in ermergecy room more than I should have with heart complications, sinus tachycardia, panic attacks, and thinking I had just had a stroke. Then I quit taking them. 5 years later worse I've been in for were broken bones and pain from sore feet due to the 100's if miles I've walked since. Once for wanting to cause harm to self and others ... Maybe twice, but had I had my needed medications of the non pharmacutical kind that never would have happened. Cannabis ... It's a much needed medications that poses no risk of heart failure or stroke and lends a nice calming affect and can help balance my chemical imbalance and increase my mental health and emotional well being. Some prefer none or the pharmacuticals that had me thinking I was having a heart attack, stroke, had me in for suicidal thoughts years prior, and extreme panic and anxiety. I need my meds, just not the pharmacuticals. I need something smoother, less harsh, more pleasing and much more effective. I need a good cannabis strain.
