When I was 13 when we moved to a different, upscale neighborhood when my mom got a good job so we can escape the ghetto. I was nervous because we were the only black family there. I stayed in the house for the first 8 months until one day my neighbor knocked on the door and invited me over to dinner He was white with blue eyes, and blond hair. I wasn't attracted to him but we were best friends. We turned 16, just days away from each other. My mother was at work 60% of the time but we maintained a good relationship throughout her absences. Tyler was over my house damn near EVERYDAY... One day we slept in the same bed for the 373732927th time but this time I made a mistake and snuggled his arm... His laughter woke me up but he didn't realize... Then he kissed me on the forehead and I said "did you just kiss me" Instead of saying "yes" he kissed my nose as a sarcastic way of saying "yes" ... Then he kissed me on the lips and we just... did "it".... We did "it" at least twice a week for 3 years(We're 19 now), We still are great friends and we both have girlfriends but when we first started dating girls we became EXTREMELY jealous when we found out if one of us had sex with our gf. We still do. And we will become distant for like 2 days... We still fuck occasionally and NOBODY to this day knows... I know we'll get caught one day but oh well.. I really don't care... I'm scared that this "lifestyle" is going to alter our friendship forever.
