bad vibes lately...

I've been having bad vibes for about 2 months now.

its like, a depression feeling, but theres something else there, I cant put my finger on what it is.

 

I think it's this, especially the last two, because in my opinion every time is a strange time to be alive.
I hear people expressing these kind of thoughts every autumn/winter, so I think it's pretty clear these seasons can have this kind of influence on your mood indeed.

 

totally with you on this circax43521. im not sure how it is with you, but my thoughts have been all over the place...i used to have a real true positive philosophy & outlook but something seems to have changed that and like you said, its hard to know what and why.

and honestly the herb has changed completely too in the same way. :[ my religion is dying

 

i'm not living either, just waiting. but then again i live to wait. today at 315 my most immediate "waiting" is up, as i'm going to take my driver's test. after this, i don't really have anything major. the next thing i'll be waiting for is college.

hopefully, if i get it, my license will enable me to do more things that i want to do so i can "live" more, but i feel like i won't get that true sense of WOOHOO until college. and i've accepted this. i've been waiting for college since i was like 12. this is a very long wait.

 

I don't feel like I have anything going for me in my life. I'm failing school horribly, I'm losing friends by the day, I never have enough money for bud anymore, which used to at least give me something to do.

I'm just bored with everything.

 

So why don't you find something WOOHOO to do in the mean time? :cheers2:
I'm in college for a few years now and however I enjoy most of it, I can't wait to finish it now and have more time on my hands.
Not that I don't chill and spend time the way I feel like now, but in the last two years I actually worried too less about college and spend too much time doing things my way. So now I need to keep my mind at it more then I like to..

 

i can relate to this, i think it may be a bit winter blues, but i definatley feel like life is a downhill slide at the minute....its depression, but not as we know it........strange times.

 

I used to feel like this in my teen years as well. Now I embrace the winter, it's my favorite season. Mushroom trips have helped me tremendously to appreciate nature, the winter and the summer are reflections of our moods, and vice versa, we are intertwined and reflect each other. Just go with it, you will see how different you feel when spring wakes up and dusts off her wings

 

iv been getting the exact same thing word for word, all the usual stuff is there...going out with friends, going to school etc..nothings changed routine wise but it feels like theres a gap somewhere...some thread unravelled thats leftan empty space waiting to be filled. Everything seems a bit less solid than it used to if you know what i mean, like just normal day to day activities arent as fulfilling.

I cant describe it properly but i know its the same thing your talking about, i wonder what it means...if it means anything at all. Current world affairs arent helping either

 

hey man, yeah ive been feeling what everyone else described. bad vibes. speeded up time, many many dreams.

everything seems so strange, and now that i thought of it 2012 came to my mind... =/

 

Growing pains arent just physical

 

naw man not what i meant. my life is near perfect. i love it, and everything about it. but it's kind of just this weird feelin in the back of my head.

 

to this, and the person saying depression of teenage years:

i am 14. it is nothing like depression. i love everything about my life and myself.

and it's not like the feeling of repetitiveness and not being eventful/surprising enough, (or adventurous). it's just... different. it's sort of really sly feelin that you wouldn't recognize right off the bat.. very suddle


i would go with just winter comin' around, but i have actually looked forward too it since it has gotten just too cold to swim. i like summer and winter.

 

2012 might be just a normal year. Between 2011 and 2013. Ever consider that?

 

...deeeeep

 

im having a feeling that maybey multiple people are all feeling something bad and big is gonna happen

 

and here I feel relatively normal for the first time in months.

 

How about a combination of the following-

1-Winter is coming for most of you.

2-This is a very weird time to becoming "aware". A lot of you are really starting to understand parts of the world (because you are getting older and smarter) and the world is very "weird" right now. The attack, wars, a very scary government, the economy, questions about the future.

3-A lot of you are starting to question your future and your present, who you really are, and maybe who you want to be. Reality vs what you want. Some of you are making important decisions about your future and this is a real hard time to do that. And some of you are just on your "way to the future".

I'm over-generalizing a lot-and I hate writing-I'm more of a talking person. I think everyone is on edge right now-especially older people. These are scary economic times. A lot of people have lost a lot of money (compared to what they originally had). People are worried about their future.

I've seen a lot of younger people get older. Unfortunately some of you will probably turn to harder drugs soon. You say you won't-but some of you will.

Again I'm over-generalizing for most people. And please don't get too excited about what I said-smoke before you write.

 

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The planets must be all fucked up

No but seriously thats how ive been lately