Well, I doubt the no. 1 reason is because every single one of them doesnt use dental dams As for the real reason, you can say it out loud, imma not gunna
As the years roll by, I have found that which one desires is complicated by a need to set up a barrier of defence coupled with a hesitance to embrace all that the physical relationship/s that appeals. Sometimes - the desire of a want over a need can be clouded - if one wishes a "Soul-mate" - then Sex is not an issue, if however, there is a craving for more of a sexual gratification/satisfaction then one has to accept the rough ... with the smooth
My brother has 9 regular lovers and has known most of them for ten or more years. I'm sure he would be willing to add you to his list.
Sounds like you're actually a decent person. Far ahead of your time. Most people are filled with shame and lies. You don't understand why people are so dishonest n fearful. Seeing the darkness in these replies shows how alone higher vibrating people are.