Oh but I ENJOY having a teenager with a Napolean Complex searching out my posts so he can tell me all about me.
Yeah so I tried again today to find someone who wouldn't charge me $500 for a consult - I just cannot afford that - and I found out that the only way to get the shit is to go to detox at the one hospital that is licensed, and it's a crapshoot if they'll take me since I'm not like deathly ill in withdrawals - and come out with a prescription and then they'll maintain me. Fuckin' hell. I'm really pissed off at the practice I was going to for not giving me ANY kind of warning that they were cutting off my HMO.
Are you serious? Do you really think I would say what I say if I didn't work full time as a supervisor at a call center (just got promoted) in addition to going to college taking one class short of a full time schedule without any FAFSA or help from my parents. Just because you fucking think you have horrible withdrawls from a relatively minor opiate habit and you think despite taking pain meds to "feel nice" (quoted from a post you made) you are taking them for pain, which I have no doubt you suffer from, but it seems to me that if you were more interested in taking them to deal solely with pain, that you would be interested in simply feeling okay/normal. Withdrawls are so much in the mind that I used to feel aboslutely unbearable withdrawls when I was doing half a .3(.3 of this brown shit was roughly the equivalent of a bundle, give or take. I did 3 bags of "good" two tone stamp shit from NYC, shit from the south and west sides in chicago, some bomb powder in indy, and none of it was even half the value at 100 a g, price*purity(in percent) compared to shit from here a few years ago) bag to get high of some absolutely fantastic shit. A person without a tolerance doing an eigth of one of those .3 bags and puke/nod all night, borderline fall out. Muscle firmication, horrible nausea, constant cold sweats, skin pain, back/leg aches, the full shebang. With a higher tolerance, but having gotten over the mental part for the most part (when I went to jail for 3 days, I hadn't withdrawn in roughly 2 years, I didn't remember at all what it was like, and went in with the attitude it won't be that bad, just try to ignore it. And it worked, tolerance 6 or 7 times bigger. All I had was pretty bad nausea, and the occasional getting super hot, when I would just lay on the jail floor for a second. Maybe three times the third day total. And I'm sure you've seen people complain that they are sick after only 6-9 hours at some point. That's simply not possible in 99% of people, and they aren't the other 1%, 99% of the time. Getting sick from 24mg of buprenorephrine would be nothing more than the first symptoms of a good size heroin habit (sniffles, eyes watering, lack of appetite, sweaty ass) and maybe a little nausea. By the way, taking subs is not a long-term solution for exactly the reason you made this post. As I'm sure you're aware, doctors have to charge such ridiculous fees primarly because of insurance costs, not just because they warrant a good salary for their education. And also, because of the risk involved both in terms of financial risk and non-financial risk (reputation, licence, changing laws and jail/other criminal penalties, likelihood of civil suits) the doctors who choose to base their practice around treating opiate dependancy more often than not do so for money, and becaus of the risk involved, generally are more likely to be shady/dishonest/unscrupulous. Although some doctors choose the aforesaid field because they truly believe in helping people dependant on opiates, they are by far the minority. I almost never go to forums because people piss me off. I'd rather just talk with people who have half a brain on them, but I started using the internet lately because of my new position. EDIT: I don't fucking search out your posts. I read the opiate forum from time to time, and I reply to posts I find interesting, intelligent, ignorant, or stupid.
Go you. Do you want a fucking cookie because you're 19 and going to college? That's what you're supposed to be doing - that's what I did. So fuck you and your call center promotion. As I said before, I know full well what heavy wd feels like. And I never said I was in it now. But for your information - and despite the fact that this isn't a recovery board - suboxone is used to reduce cravings as well as stave off withdrawal. I'm glad you're not a physician, and I certainly hope that when you're done with community college you don't try to go into any of the helping professions, because you're a miserable little fuckhead. Have a nice day.
There are some reliable OCS websites and online pharmacies (domestic requires consult/script generally 70-150 for online consult/ over-the-phone consult). Check out drugbuyers.com for reviews on online consult services as well as online pharmacies that have their own doctor. Despite the many illegitimate/scam online pharmacies, following the reviews at drugbuyers.com, I've never been ripped off, and my mother now purchases her multiple sclerosis medications (including neurotin/baclofen for nerve pain). Most international pharmacies have buprenorephine that goes under the trade name temgesic, if I remeber correctly.
Ah, fuck off, my point was that your assumptions about my life were incorrect (also, I go to OSU, not a community college). Do you really think that being 35 and fucking around being a little kid is appropriate for someone your age? You act and talk just like the live-in girlfriend of my last roomate and shes 22 and immature and think the world owes her something, just like you. And you've had an extra 13 years to fix that shit. Isn't there a button to hide someone's posts? I'm gonna go find it.
By the way, over a thousand posts for someone who "just recently started using the internet?" Interesting.
damn, i started on 8/2 3 a day also, but within 5 months was down to 2mg a day.. my treatment only lasted 6 months, looks like they planned to collect money from you for a while..which is so fucked cause they do that man, these sub docs.. and dude from columbus..thats where im at.. you messed around with those mexicans too? haha
It's a total racket, and really, there's nothing to be done about it til suboxone is generic. I'll live, I was just venting.
A call center supervisor! Watch out! It took me less then 3 months to get to that position, rofl. You get that position faster then being a manager at McDonalds. A call center, rofl. Also...with Oxycodone having a half-life of 2-3 hours...how do you figure WD's are IMPOSSIBLE at 8-12 hours? Rofl.
Uh - because he's not a junkie like the rest of us - he's just a regular college student who recreationally uses heroin, goes to Stoneonta (SUNY schools aside from Stony Brook are NOT something to brag about, just sayin') and has his shit totally together. He knows EVERYTHING, didn't you know? And he knows all about me and my life, which I find downright fascinating.
TokeTrip, I have went threw some of your posts and you sound like you are very confused.In one thread you say "I use "BUT" I don't think of myself as a junkie,just a dopehead.Can you tell me what the fuck is the difference???For someone that is not a junkie you sure know alot about heroin.I also remember you saying that Oxy's are roughly $.60 (if lucky) to $.80 per mg of (avg) in the midwest at retail,hmm how would a uy that is not a "junkie" know this? How many charges do you have for messing with dope? I recall 2 that YOU have mentioned.In my oppion people that don't have a problem with dope do not have dope charges.That coming from an addict as myself. And you sure use the term "swim" alot,we all can see you are referring to yourself. I think you coming on these here threads and calling Dillygirl a FUCKING JUNKIE was a real douche move.You DO NOT live inside her body,or anyone's elses for that matter.Who the hell are you to call anyone names,and tell them how their withdrawls effect them? I guess a needle is alot better than pills in your mind. I realy think you should appologize to everyone that you called a junkie on these forums,but I dought you have the balls to do that. Anywho I hope you have a nice day... Denial is such a bitch!!! Ps Dillygirl I am sorry to derail your thread...
LMAO hahahahaha don't apologize. And really? I don't give a shit that a 19 year old poser called me a fucking junkie. I'll just wait til the next time his recreational use gets him thrown in jail (a place I've never been, by the by)