I guess I don't see myself the way I really am... sometimes I don't believe how good I look on some pictures, like it's not me, and sometimes I wanna throw up looking at some other pictures... I guess it's an "expression question". But hey: real beauty's inside!! so I guess that makes me unable to answer for I don't have the ability to see what my inside looks like.
I am a shape shifter, some days I glow, others i look like SHIT, but if i try to describe myself objectievly, i think i am not good looking, if you look at my "raw material" assets... BUT i have instead some magical gift that I can entrance somebody to make him beleive I am special, and in a way I am.... But, in the end, this is also like lying. Another thing, if u r high you can feel really beautiful, and then it's back to reality----bang! i'm ugly again and nobody wants to fuck me.... so what's real, what's not?
I'm not saying you are not ugly (i really dont know) but what that 'gentleman' did was a reflection on him not you, what a disgusting thing to do to another person! Any way back to the topic, I am a deformed otherwise hottie