if I don't take my pills I have seizures, being as those have risk of death and brain damage.... yeah, taking my pills.
I was prescribed Zoloft. For the first 6 months, it seemed to help with my anxiety, after my shrink decided to put me on 100mg though I was feeling fine on 50, I compleeeeeeeety lost it and you guys have witnessed it, here, on these forums. I was also prescribed Paxil which I never took. I got better on my own, without therapy, without friends, without family. Alone. Away in a foreign country 9 months of the year, without friends or family for a good 6 months after the whole Zoloft poisoning, which occured at the same time my ex-fiance broke-up with me, his mom kicked-me out, my "best friend" ditched me (my ex cheated on me with her too but that I actually just found out), and I got into an accident which nearly killed me. I was accused of not being strong and shit like that, too. I was told to "suck it up". Well y'know, I kinda tried to kill myself and all.. but.. I got back on my feet.. alone. Now when someone tells me I'm not strong I kinda wanna show them how strong I am.
Weed...but that's not prescribed...and I won't go to the doctor for my anxiety (which is why I smoke), because what they'd give me would screw me over way worse than pot.