I fill my life with pleasure and fun. I live like life is a party. I feel like I paid my dues. High school was boring and like a purgatory, where I was an overachiever. College I was depressed and suicidal, but worked my ass off to graduate. I was depressed and ill for years afterwards, but kept hobbling on. So now I just want to have fun. I'm doing an internship that's fun and entry level. I'm looking for a job working in non-profit, with Latin American issues. Nothing too heavy. I may go back to school for a PhD to be a Spanish teacher or something. Anyone relate?