I hear ya! Exactly where I'm coming from. Like you mentioned earlier, its the mental addiction that SUCKS! I never really have any physical addition - thankfully.
i just ran out of morphine today. so i think im going to go on a break myself. i do this stuff WAY too often and with no job it doesnt make it easy to find ways to obtain these, a spot here and there helps, but i need to get my tollerance down and hopefully jsut stop all together and find a job on top of that. wish me luck!
Yup, 10 10's a month... For awhile, it was 20 20's a month, then whatever else I could get and I was spending upwards of 250 a month on pills I technically didn't need. I shell out 40 bones for them 10 tabs and then about 25 for my Depakote and Valium script. I make less money at my current job than I have in about 8 years, so I just can't afford it. I think you should take a good break, Spens. Just take it a day at a time and know that it's not forever, and you'll be able to feel the joy of opiates again at some point, just not right now. That makes it easier to look at it that way.
11 days won't do you that good if you're doing like an 80 every time. and once you break your break, the tolerance as low as it is then, goes up just as fast.
