It began with a sense, a sense of something more wanting to communicate – some other-vibrational element wanting to communicate with me… I couldn’t resist the invitation, it was time to open myself up to the energies around me with some MDMA. I’ve recently discovered the abilities that certain substances can open us up to, abilities which feel as though they should be a natural part of the human condition. There are stories around of how we used to have access to such abilities and lost them at some point for various reasons, who knows what’s real. I think, at least, they are going to be re-realised in upcoming human development… right now my focus is on telepathy, but I know there is more to come. My wife and I dropped the MDMA and enjoyed the wonderful come up with the usual talky state while meditating and massaging, after a little while I had an overwhelming urge to go for a walk into the local forest (at 3 or 4am)… so off we went! As we moved closer, we began to see interesting expressions of energy – glowing balls of light that were interacting with us – guiding us toward a specific part of the forest. As we moved closer, we began to hear peculiar animal-type noises as well as some interesting combinations of clicks and frequency that I had never heard before. One of them sounded somewhat like the being from the movie Predator, which I will admit freaked me out a little bit at the time… but curiosity overrode fear and we continued toward the clearing we were being lead to. I had actually seen something similar to the predator being in a previous acid trip, upon seeing more of it I realised it was nothing to be scared of and this helped – I just had not been expecting the noises. As we reached the clearing, I moved toward the centre of the open long-grass area that was surrounded by a thick tree line and tried greeting anything that might be there and reassured that I was no threat. I received a rather prompt response, but not in the form I was expecting… thought-forms were projected to my head in the form of a voice that I had not heard before and imagery that was particularly vivid (much stronger than anything one would usually get from MDMA). I asked if I could possibly see them and there was a little bit of noise and some energetic forms moved toward the edge of the treeline, I counted six in total. Three of whom were around 9-10 feet tall, one who appeared to be laying on the ground close to me and the other two seemed to be hanging in trees. I have a feeling there may have been more in the trees, but these were the only ones I could decipher. I’ve had the ability to see auras for a while now, projected energetic fields around beings – the type that change with mood etc – quite interesting to see that in people. I was able to see these beings as auras and when concentrating on them for long enough, it was as if they were able to project more energy toward specific parts of their forms and they showed me little glimpses of their faces. They wanted to show me more, but there are limitations on how they are allowed to react and how much I can see – I need to raise my own vibration closer to theirs in order to see more… something I then decided to do later in the night. They communicated with me telepathically, quite the unique sensation – hard to explain the feeling of another presence projected into you head. They communicated some basic calming and reassuring messages to help make me feel at ease and then proceeded to send these amazing image thought projections. They showed me how they wanted me to see them, some really incredible combinations of features – quite the eclectic mix. Then my attention was drawn to the right side of the clearing where it turned out their ship was in a cloaked state. They lowered the cloak and flashed a few lights for us, quite amazing to realise just how close it was without realising. I wasn’t allowed to take a look inside just yet, but apparently I will be able to at a future stage After a while, my wife began to get a bit on the cold side – so I pulled myself away from the interaction and we made our way home to interact with them in a different way. We made it home and rather than the usual LSD, decided to give 2c-t-7 a try. I gave my wife about 20mg and I loaded up on about 35mg. The come-up on this appears to be quite slow, then it hits you in a sudden intense flash. It seems this substance works similar to 2c-b in that its visual effects are significantly amplified when taken on the come-down from MDMA. This 35mg dose was quite a shock to my system and it felt kind of like being over-charged so that the usual wonderful 2c-x pastel colours were over-exposed and there were these peculiar faces all around me – they looked like a really creepy version of the Cheshire cat from Alice in Wonderland. It sent me into a daze and I just had to sit down on the floor and relax a bit from the overwhelming feelings that hit me, it was actually quite unpleasant – seemingly too much. For a while now, I have been connecting with some rather incredible spiritual beings, beings that exist on higher frequencies – in dimensions that aren’t normally accessible to the human visual system. These guys, different expressions of the divine, have been teaching me how to raise my consciousness naturally without the aid of any substances and teaching me wonderful things about my/our spiritual heritage. Part of this is a particular breathing technique to be used with meditation to channel and align energy in your surroundings. It seems this blast of intense energy was a form of test – a kind of lower-dimensional being had been let through our consciousness and had formed a dark film on top of the both of this. It was this film that was skewing nice faces into freakish ones and over-exposing the nice colours to an extent of over-exposure that was somewhat painful to the eyes. I’ve never previously imagined ugly pastel colours, it was odd. Well, once I remembered to use the breathing technique that had been taught to me – the energy in the room transformed – I cleared the visuals and feelings of both my wife and I in a matter of seconds. Then this cloud of greyness lifted from us and drifted off, out the open window. As it went a way, this cloud seemed to have the face of a skull with a top-hat and a cheeky grin. Later we deduced it had been done to free me of fear, to show me that I have the ability to centre myself and clear any darkness away, even when things might feel particularly bad. That was the end of that and we moved on to more positive things. There are beings who exist in the space between spaces, they’re not hiding from us – they simply exist in that state. While they are able to observe us, they are unable to interact until we get ourselves closer to their frequency. All of reality exists in differing states of vibration, tune yourself into the right frequency and it’s like changing the channel on a TV set. One of these groups of beings are from Sirius and these are the funky guys I was interacting with this night. They were sharing quite a bit of information with me. Human-kind have been brainwashed into believing in a certain state of reality far more than we are directly aware of. The process of undoing that brainwashing is not so easy – but these guys are happy to help in the re-learning process and that’s why they are interacting with me. I’m being trained in multi-dimensional thinking and learning how to navigate the spaces between spaces – quite daunting at first but certainly enjoyable. I’ll be sure to expand on this in the future, when I better comprehend it. Find your inner point of stillness and you will transcend the illusion of vibration. <3
Interesting report... I have seen balls of light and auras on MDMA however besides some auras eliciting a positive glow around people which seemingly illuminated their spirit, I've not really felt the interactive, telepathic aspect with imperceptible entities which you have on MDMA. That's some pretty intense stuff I've only glimpsed on some of my heavier trips. You think that honing in your skills via meditation allows for you to traverse those frequencies easier? I am surprised about your response to 2c-t-7 from what I can glean of your persona and this report... I've tried it once, I found the comeup VERY slow, for this reason, I'm not sure it would compliment MDMA quite as seamlessly as 2cb does and on top of that, it may not be the safest combo. What I mainly found interesting was that you used terms like 'ugly' and 'unpleasant' to describe the visuals. In my 50 mgs 2c-t-7 experience, I found the 2c-t-7 visuals extremely intricate and pretty amazing, probably my favorite of the 2c-x series. There have been some other members throughout the years who gush over the 2c-t-7 visuals more than I. One thing I can somewhat relate with you in regards to 2c-t-7, is the experience of a 'dark film entity.' I experienced this more steeped in my psyche rather than my visuals, themes that don't usually find their way into my mind when tripping, many of which were practically diametrically opposed to themes that usually make their way into my mind, it was kind of subverting the psychedelic headspace in many ways, which I wasn't particularly keen on when it was happening. Do you think there are beings which are simply beyond perception? Which our biological makeup simply cannot attune us to... I ask this with thinking about how our sensory functions are confined to certain spectrums in which they can operate in mind.
I now see balls of light and auras without any substance enhancement at all. Quite mild in my normal headspace, but yes - significantly enhanced through meditation. I highly recommend daily meditation - even only 20 minutes a day. If nothing more, it puts you in a much calmer, happier headspace on average and I find it very refreshing. Meditating shortly before bed and my dreams are incredible! The telepathic aspect was quite new to me to, from what I've read of other peoples' interactions with similar beings, it can occur without any enhancement at all - I think for me it helped as you get harmonious and dis-harmonic frequencies depending on what emotional state your are operating under. I now understand these beings have been around me my whole life, but as a kid - I felt presences in my room and without being able to understand what was going on - I developed a fear of them. Those same feelings come back and they trigger the ingrained response in me - so something like MDMA is especially helpful in getting over that. They are aiding me in getting over my fears so it will be easier to communicate, but it is a time consuming process of trust building. Basically - if you think about it in terms of wave patterns... a loving response will form a nice smooth sine wave, whereas a fear-based response would be quite erratic. Something like this: http://www.emeraldinsight.com/fig/8739_10_1016_S1475-9152_04_01010-5.png From what I have learned so far, there is more of a reason to the fear based culture we are subjected to / brainwashed by than simply greed based consumerism - it appears to be something that delays our spiritual advancement The ugliness only lasted until after I had cleared that challenge when the first intense hit came upon me. Once I used the breathing technique I had been taught, it overwhelmed the seeming negative energy around and returned to a pretty state. I found the rest of the trip to be a lot like my LSD trips, only with the colours pushed more toward the brighter vibrant pastel colours unique to 2c-x chemicals. With LSD I tend to get a broader range of colours with more depth. Along with going to various realms that contain colours I have never witnessed in standard reality Yes and no, nothing is ultimately beyond our reach, but we have to leave the confines of our 5 standard senses in order to reach them - so out of body experiences. Of which I've now had quite a few :sunny: We exist in every vibratory state, only we have limited ourselves to perception of this narrow spectrum in order to have an experience that we desired. It seems to be to spawn creative ideas from an altered perspective, creations that wouldn't be thought of from a position of non-limitation. So yes - our 5 senses are limited to a relatively narrow band - but our 3rd eye is not limited in the same way.
I've tried this one once before, but with mushies too. This is a great combination. I'm gonna come back and give your TR a proper look when I get up! happy trippin'