Am I Good Enough?

Huh. I was so sure that I had to know before I went to college what I wanted to do that I procrastinated with high school and now I haven't graduated that though, I'm still in it. I've read my mothers college psychology texts and found them highly interesting, and thought that was what I wanted to do, and recently realized that my passion is in ecology. So good luck. I think a career choice is just like any other personal choice, you have to choose what suits you best and makes you happy.

 

thanks..yeah..but my teacher was telling us today that people rarely stick with what they major in..and a bachelor's degree can get you into alot of programs yanno, so it's not all set in stone with what you have to do..there's nothing saying that a person who gets a degree in philosophy will always have to do philosophy..

and as far as chooses what you want to do out of high school..if you're letting other people choose for you, that's when it leads to trouble..but if you're doing something you want to do then it's fine..but we're always looking at choices in life and making decisions on what suits us best at that time..and asking questions and questioning what you want to do is fine..don't let others pressure you into something you don't want to do. I've had to sit back and look at alot of things and figure out what I want in my life and how I can accomplish that..the future is not set in stone..why do we have to make decisions that are set in stone? (granted i change my mind more than i change my clothes in a day..and I can change my clothes many times a day )

Good night, I have to go study for an exam in 7 hours and I am prolly not going to get much sleep..plus i just came back out from a night at the club..ahhaha

 

just a thought... if you go down both career paths, you can handle your own hospital's lawsuits... hmmmmm...

 

i really enjoyed "confined" i found it different than the others in that it was more cryptic and gave the reader a sense of pride at decoding and getting into your mind. a very pleasent trip i think.

 

why thank you evil . I've been really busy lately..bahh.

I see the broken truth.
The writing on the wall.
There's blood in your drinking glass.
Yet you're sipping on it like it's champagne.
You can't see what I see can you?
The malice behind the looking glass.
The bitter-sweet symphony of tears.
There's a choir singing in the background of my fears.
I've seen the light,
the error of my ways if I must say.
You were wrong and so was I.
But why are you still sipping on your lustful fantasies?
They're red roses for the devil's whore.
That is who I am..

 

I want to fly,
as high as I can go.
On broken wings,
because they don't have to be mended.
They can show all the pain they've felt,
all the abuse they've gone through.
They don't have to pretend not to be
who they are,
and who they are doesn't oppress,
who they want to be.
But the truth is,
you can't get very far on broken wings.
I deserve more than these pitiful things.
I need to outgrow them and let go.
I want to let go, you don't understand how I want to let go.
In small ways I have, but I'll never be whole.

 

What do you think of when I'm not around?
Do you think of me, like I think of you.
Am I silly for liking you?
I can't get you off my mind,
I want to spend as much time as I can with you.
But I'm afraid, and I don't want to be too clingy.
And knowing my luck you probably don't even like me like that.
So I don't want to scare you, and confess how I feel.
Let alone make myself vulnerable.

 

man, i get music in my head when i read through some of your lines...too bad i dont know any instruments or id write it down...ha WHERES MY FUCKING BRAIN RECORDER???

 

they are a little bit sucky but I am sure you will get better with a lot more practice, keep trying

 

I think you should listen to "In My Life" sung by Judy Collins