I've done shrooms 4 times mdma many times and I smoke weed. Ever since all this I feel different mentally and physically but it's hard to describe. What could of happened?
Feeling different is a pretty vague description, I can only reply with a general response. First off, these drugs alter how neurochemicals in your brain function, so there's that. The result of this is these mind altering drugs often create dramatic changes in thinking, emotion, and perceptions. These changes can persist (generally to a much lesser degree) after the experiences, from the positive such as being more appreciative, open minded, caring to the negative such as increased anxiety, depression or feelings of isolation.
Some people can have preexisting conditions aggravated by psychedelics. If you don't like how your feeling all you do at this point is stop taking the drugs. A healthy diet with lots of fish oil and vitamins may help your stress.
well.. you changed your consciousness, you changed yourself. the change can be permanent or it can go away after a while. I got some leftover CEV-s.... synesthesia.. Sometimes it looks like visuals I had when I used to take lsd and mdma together. Pink and blue butterflies fly around behind my eyelids sometimes I see CEVs resembling dmt visuals. I like it to be honest. I find it interesting that every time I blink I see an image for a moment. Its usually related to my mental state. I see my feelings. I had it before. It goes away after a year if I don't use anything.
It is normal for people with latent homosexuality to feel uneasy after a shroom trip has forced these feelings into their conscience mind. You will feel much better once you come to terms with your true self and start hanging out at sailor bars.
Anxiety and dissociation are side effects of doing too many psychedelics. Take a break and let your brain rest . . . MDMA is REALLY hard on the brain. Make sure you're spacing these experiences out by several weeks at least.
Sometimes psychedelics can show you things inside your mind that your uncomfortable with. It is best to face these head on I think. In time you can work through your issues. Just take it slow. Sometimes it takes a while for the knowledge gained during tripping to really process and settle in. There is also what's known as neuroplasticity, you CAN change your brain I think when you trip, neurons can grow new connections. This can be good or bad, depending on your mindset when you go into the trip, so try to keep things positive and you can make change for the better. Don't trip too often that you deplete your neurotransmitters as this will lead to loss of effectiveness and a bad mindset.
I think he is talking about changes in the way he`s brain is processing the incoming signals... and not about his sexuality..
It's not my sexuality that's bugging my. It's the fact that I hear voices. I notice them the most when a fan is on. And I can control them. According to my pdoc I'm not schizoaffective of schizophrenic.
The brain is pretty good at pattern recognition and making sense of chaos. Something like a fan produces something approximate to white noise which is random, your brain is misinterpreting it. I've heard voices, music, etc from noise before when I was on hallucinogens. It's always gone away tho, although I do occasionally see visual noise or tracers. Not sure if trippin really fucked up my vision or I've just become more aware of the noise normally present in the nervous system and can't help but notice it now.
