I started to use drugs the summer of 2012 when I spend six weeks in Ibiza.It was a great time and I really enjoyed experimenting with extasy , cristal and cocain.I used to rave every weekend and take more often cristal but in small dosage and sometimes half of an extasy before I take the cristal, and everytime was great and beside that I felt tired and less power for 24 hours after I havent felt dipressed or any bad.Then I was thinking that the drugs are not so bad and they are giving me only pleasure.Then when I went home I stoped using drugs for an year when I found my self working in Ibiza in the sumer of 2013.I had a very resposible job and I couldt abble to rave like before and for the three months when I was there I took cristal only three time with a month breaks between and again it was amaizing.then the summer finished and went back to Switzerland.And I desided to make another long break till the next summerA month ago I found that nice club near the town that a famous dj s are coming every week and its the best place for raving.So I went there and I found some nice people ravers and we became friends.They give me mdma pills they are pink redbull and the first time I touck only a half it kept me high for four hours.That happened I supppse becouse it was my first time from six months.Then I really liked this pills.The second time I drinked two two whyskys with cola two hoirs before I take the pill.I fotgot to say that I dont like to drink before raving and I dpnt eat so my stomac to be empty.But then I desided to drink a bit but the time that we were in the club I didnt felt the drinks.So I took half of the same pill and when it start to come I felt really bad and I throw up very bad and after I felt good and two hours later I took the other half.the night was great but after I felt very tired for the hall day but any way I slept almost sll the day.The day after when the effect of the pill wentt away I waked up with paintful throat and pain in my stomas like sick and I was very sick for almost two weeks and I missed the weekend for raving.two days ago we went to the mountins in electro festival and I took only half of a pill and drinked two beers so the time it came the effect I through up the beer and then again I felt good but only for an hour and not so high maybe because the music was not so good or because it was colt it killed the effect.so me and a friend desided to go home and the way back I felt so sick I throw up again and after I felt like in a black holl really depresed and lame for an hour then again sick and wanted to throw up but my stomak was empty .my friend sad that if I smoke a joint I will be better and really I felt relax and we talk it was nice.i slept only for a couple of hours but I wasnt so tired the rest of the day and maybe becaufe if the joint.Today I waked up so tired I wanted to sleep more I felt depressed and my body was sriff my kidnees were soure and I am over heated and sweting again bad after feel.I will take two week break because on fift of april I am going to Time Wrap in Mannheim and I am planning to rave for sixteen hours.My question is why I feel that shit the las three times .do I need to change the pill? How I can be sure that I am not going to throw up there .Its a big place Nd I dont want to be imberesed.I also want to ask how I have to take the pills so I can be high the hall time or I need to make a breaks ? I have never done that before my longest raving was about eight hours and for the first time I want to take three or four pills .One I think will keep me high for five hours or so? Do I need to eat at all because I am scared that I will feel sick again if I feel my stomack? Andhow I can be sure that I will be very high al the time?
First off you should break up your wall of text so people are inclined to read, just friendly advice Second, you feel like shit because it sounds like (aside from the three months you had to be responsible) that you are simply not giving your body adequate time to recover; mdma and ESPECIALLY meth are extremely taxing on your body. Also, not sure if it applies to you, but using meth while "breaking" from mdma is not breaking at all. If you're dead set on having to roll for your upcoming event know this: mdma simply won't last 16 hours like you're desiring it to...you can take as much as you want but the reality is after a max of 8 hours or so you are really only going to be feeling the stimulated profile of the drug. The "magic" simply doesn't go that long, regardless of redoses. On that note, I really don't have any advice to give regarding timing other than to remember that the drug simply doesn't have 16 hours in it, so maybe time your dose out an hour before whatever act you REALLY wanna see and just let it do it's thing and have a good time. Do as you're gonna do but really, I strongly recommend against the route/temptation to just keep redosing redosing redosing, or mixing with crystal to gain duration, either of those approaches WILL leave you feeling just as you described above...be safe, stay hydrated, have fun. Just be grateful for the duration that quality mdma leaves you with and then let yourself recover...eat well, sleep well, exercise; respecting the drugs and yourself will provide much more rewarding experiences!
Thanks man! I really want to take cristal but I dont know where I can buy from here.I really find long high and easy recovering.If I take a diferent kind of a pills maybe I am going to feel diferent way and expirence .
And I know that one pill cant keep me for more than five hours so I will take three one each ffour or five hours.
First, Alcohol and MDMA are not a good combination, they both dehydrate you and one measure that can be preventive from throwing up and feeling ill is not drinking alcohol and rolling. The combo can also produce worse after effects, so if you want to roll then just roll and maybe up your dosage if you don't feel it's getting you to where you want to be. A 1/2 of a pill is not much at all, I usually take 2 pills when I roll. Make sure to stay hydrated with water or a gatorade or something when you roll. Second, you may need to change your pill. You should probably invest in a pill testing kit when using Ecstasy. Pills are often cut with other drugs or may not contain MDMA at all. I don't recommend you attempt to roll for 16 hours, I'd recommend maybe 1 redose but other than that you should probably smoke some weed or something if you need to be under the influence of something for the entirety of the event. Beyond that the crash will likely become more debilitating while the extra pills will not be as strong. Try and schedule your roll around who you want to primarily see and go from there.
from the way you describe it...it sounds like the alcohol is causing you to throw up. don't drink alcohol the same day you are going to roll.