Advice on first time doing drugs in general (i am starting with LSD)

I have never done drugs before (not even weed or anything light like that) Or even like, alcohol, except for a few sips of vodka once secretly like a year or two ago. I coughed a LOT. LOL.

I did not want to do weed because it stays in your system and can be easily detected on drug tests, and plus smoking grosses me out a little... And it smells quite a bit!

I have wanted to try LSD since i was like 12, when i was listening to the beatles and it was (lucy in the sky with diamonds) and my mom was like "lucy sky diamonds. LSD. have you ever realized that?" and this was before i was aware the beatles did drugs and i was shocked. (i later heard that the song was actually about john lennon's gradeschool teacher but that isn't important right now) Then i thought, wow it is amazing they had that much inspiration from it.

I want to do it now because i am searching for inspiration. (I love making oil pastel paintings) I have had an eating disorder (not diagnosed but it was crazy and horrible, so it must have been one) for the past 3 years, (it used to be anorexia then became bulimia and then became binge eating) I've gone from 90 lbs to 120 lbs whilst staying my height of 5'3 the entire time) and i have also been a little not right feeling (suicidal) for the past 2 years. I self harm also and i feel like LSD would change that. I feel like i would have a new outlook on life and appreciate things more. I know being messed up mentally is a bad idea when trying LSD because it can cause bad trips, but I am extremely optimistic about it (i am NEVER optimistic usually) and i think that will make the trip good, going in calmly and happily.

I know i am way too young and my brain is still developing and all that, however, there are plenty of kids my age (i am 14 almost 15 in a couple months) that have been doing LSD for a few years now that i am acquaintanced with.

2 days ago my friend was talking about smoking weed during lunch. She said she got it from 2 people. She told me their names. I knew one of them. I saw them after school and assked if they could get me LSD. they said maybe. then they turned around and their friends made fun of me. (I do this thing where i speak in a really sweet voice in public and i dress really modestly, am in honors classes, pretend i am afraid of violent things, etc so noone is ever suspecting me of doing anything. I shouldnt be proud of this but i have gotten away with quite a few things i have been SO close to being arrested for by saying "I would never do anything like that, it's wrong!" and looking shocked or be like "No no no remember that time when i screamed in that one class when someone got cut!? i would never hurt myself. those were from my cat!" and it works every time. i am getting so off topic lol) so i feel like i could get awayy with this. then today. in the lunch line, i saw the other person i didnt know and i was like "HEY I NEED TO SPEAK WITH U" and then my friend had his number and i texted him during lunch asking for one hits worth of LSD in either blotter tab form or microdots, he said he wasnt sure about those but could get me capsules for sure for like 10 bucks and i was like yau thanks and made plans to recieve it on monday. this person was nice and didnt laugh ... then my friend was like in 2 weeks she would get 2 of her other friend and those 2 friends and her would smoke weed and i could do the LSD i got (i dont have interest in weed) and then my other friend would watch us and not do anything. and then we would be in the park and at the donut store for like a few hours than go to her house for a sleepover. The only thing i am worried about is being caught. im worried about my pupils, how long it will last for someone my size, if anyone will tell since we will be slightly in public probably at the peaking part. I am worried that 24 hours later when my mom picks me up that she might be able to tell too.

advice PLEASE!

 

my advice is not to buy those "LSD capsules"

they are 100% guaranteed NOT LSD. it doesn't come in capsules these days. they are selling you something else, probably NBOMe, which is much more dangerous than LSD and can kill you.


your goody two shoes cop-out won't last much longer. enjoy it while you can.


seek therapy/counseling. stop cutting yourself.

 

My advice; if it were me I would wait to take lysergic acid diethylamide. For two reasons. 1 You are very young to be experimenting with mind-altering substances and 2 You need to respect and appreciate the drug. Although you sound like you want to use it for many creative reasons that's great and all theres alot more to it than just that.

So the best advice I can give you is wait. Wait until you have researched and learned everything you can. Especially in regards to its effects as you seem to just want to jump into things. You need to be ready to embrace it. Not just take a tab and see what happens to you. Try and find people who have taken acid or psychedelic drugs and ask them as much as you need to know.

As for tripping in public for your first time.... better have a trip sitter at least. But seriously whats stopping you from losing your touch of reality in front of the public and getting caught? Pupils will be dilated for 12 hours, more or less.

We all know your going to do what your going to do but if I were you, 15 never touched a substance and have a flimsy trip setting, I'd want someone to tell me its not a great idea.

Not trying to be a downer I want to see more minds turn off, tune in, and drop out. I just dont think anyone should jump into it. LSD deserves more respect than that.

Goodluck in whatever you do. Peace & Love

 

I honestly don't think you are in a place in your life where taking a psychedelic (or any drug) is a good idea. Your dealer also is 100% selling you something that is not LSD; it never, EVER comes in capsules. Almost every other psychedelic does, however, so he is obviously just peddling some legal research chemical off to you. He may even be playing a joke on you and giving you a stupidly high dose to freak your goodie two-shoes out.

None of this feels right my friend, try again in a few years and work on your issues first.

 

Yeah... LSD is a strong one to start with, and you are young. You could try marijuana in foods of some description.

And of course alcohol is a safe option

I started on alcohol at 16/17 I think but then I'm in the UK. Weed I didn't properly try until I was about 19 lol

 

i think it's physically safer to take REAL LSD than it is alcohol. alcohol is far from a safe option.

 

Yes, Luciddreams, it's definitely not LSD and from what you've said, this is a bad time for you to be starting to use any psychedelics.

As for alcohol being safe, there are ~80,000 alcohol-related deaths in the US yearly - not to mention enormous suffering from accidents, violence, sex crimes and so on - and not to mention how fucked up it is being in an alcohol-impacted family. It's safer than meth, cocaine, or heroin, but that's about all that can be said for alcohol safety-wise.