Acid Trip gone horribly wrong

It all started right when I got off work around 4pm. I drove to my dealers place pick up the boof and dashed. I had bought 3 tabs 300ug each. Marco took one and I took two. It was Marcos first time doing acid and I had to take two to make sure I was on his level. We clocked our drop at 10:15. About an hour and a half after we dropped Marco and I started giggling and flopping all over the floor. (We lived in an abandoned trailer house so it was dirty and gross af no cap). Fast forward to about 4:30am. Marco is standing and I’m sitting in a chair next to him. Marco is a thrasher so he starts wanting to vibe to Pantera, Slayer, metallic. I can’t recall what exact song was playing, but Marco starts to just headband. He started to get really into it and started to mosh as well. unbeknownst to his surround Marco starts moving a little too much and starts to mosh near a chair(not mine). While Marco is going I’m sitting slumped watching him. While we’re just vibin Marco starts getting closer to the chair. Once he got close enough to the chair he managed to headband into the back of a chair with an iron frame. He stops immediately screaming bloody murder. I jump out of my chair and hold his face in my hands to try and examine it. He the his right eye. Blood running from under his eye, immediately starts swelling, and of course his eye is sealed shut. I tell him “You need to go wake your dad up right fucking now!”, as clear day. We got his dad up, put ice on where Marco got hit and hauled ass to the nearest ER. We got to the place and Checked Marco in. I was not allowed to go to the back only because Marcos dad thought at the time I decked the shit out of him so I couldn’t see him until later the evening. I get a call from Marcos dad and he tell me Marco has to get a prosthetic eye and has fractures in his skull. He tells me to gather our friend group and bring them all to see him in the hospital. We saw him and he was talking and moving in his bed a little bit but he was so doped out on other drugs the hospital gave him after the acid. I feel heavy guilt about what happened to my friend. My friends tell me I shouldn’t blame myself because he took the tab, but I still bought it and gave it to him. I could have moved the chair he hit himself on but I wasn’t paying attention to it. Am I wrong to blame myself?

 

(Meet Google Drive – One place for all your files) group photo next to Marco hospital