I had the weirdest nightmare last night, I was in a huge house that was apparently my mom's. Then my mate came out of nowhere,for some reason I was already kind of spooked and felt no better having her there with me. She kept saying really strange things to me and trying to get me alone in one spot. Somehow I figured that she wasn't really my friend but a shapeshifter and she was going to kill me. Then I figured it was a dream and decided I had to kill myself to wake up,I'm not sure where the logic was there but I broke one of the windows and slit my throat with the glass. It took a few attempts,most of the pieces were too dull but I finally found a sharp enough piece. The worst bit is I could feel every second of it,I won't go into detail but it wasn't pleasant. Then I remember freaking out and thinking "What if this isn't a dream,what if I've actually just killed myself?",probably because it was so realistic. I don't know what this could all mean,anyone got any ideas?