A Random Fact About You...thread 51

I have something like one of those Garden Weasels with the tines on it. I usually spread the seed and then go over it with that to try to at least get some of the seeds covered with dirt. I'm sure the animals still get some of it though.

Well....lunch break over.

 

I have that issue when I plant sunflowers...dang birds eat the seeds before they sprout!

 

You really shouldn't drink it straight, it need to be diluted with some water. It is highly acidic and can harm your esophagus. I love using it for so many things...Nature's Gold! Are you using the unfiltered kind...is cloudy and has strings of goop in it? lol

 

No, it is some store broguht brand....that is commercial. Do i need to go to the health food store and get an organic brand?

 

i have german salad all the time... bacon, wilted lettuce, cider vinegar .. sometimes make it with red wine.

 

Hubby knows what happened to his toe.

He wrapped gauze around it a few days ago and forgot about it.

It cut off circulation to the toe.

It has a wound on the top side and it is dark purple all over.

He says he may lose the toe.

I'm going back to the Scream thread.

 

Yes. You want Braggs and the bottle says "With the mother". Dilute it. It will wear enamel off your teeth.

 

OK, will do, and thank you.

Ihope your husband keeps his toe....

 

Thank you, Moonie.


He's kind of always wanted to loose a toe, in a dramatic sick kind of way that he associates with who he is. He has been sick since he was born and he knows no other identity.

 

I went out there and put down all the seed. I got most of it kind of tilled in with the garden weasel type of tool. But as I was doing that (in the rain) there was some Creeping Charlie and some other weeds that got wrapped around tines and really clogged them up. I decided to let the last few feet of ground go and see which seeds grow better. I went and pulled all the weeds off the tool, rinsed it off and by the time I went back there, some robins were already eating the seeds on the spot I didn't turn over so I turned that part over too. But.....no birds at all on the part I had turned over. So maybe that does slow them down.

 

Damn!! Not saying he's causing any of this or wanting it to happen but, at the same time, Munchausen Syndrome is a real thing. I hope you don't take that the wrong way.

 

Not at all Wiz. That's fine and pretty close to what I think the truth is.


So, he says it's a big blister that's draining, not gangrene. It's still caused from the strangulated circulation due to the gauze he forgot was on there for days.

I appreciate you guys.

I really do.


*Edit - It's not just what's going on now. It's years of feeding his diabetes sugar and causing the severe neuropathy pain he has constantly. It's purposely letting all his teeth rot out because he wanted to get dentures that he now cannot afford. It's just a whole list of self-loathing behavior, including the trash hoarding.

He really was such a beautiful person during the beginning years of our relationship. He forgot illness and tried happiness and love for a few years.

I do see these patterns existed in him for all of his life. The stories he tells all add up to self-loathing.

While I'm here I'll just spill it all.

He was a twin. The twin brother died very shortly after birth. Hubby was born with uro/genital defects. He has virtually no penis. He was home schooled until he was 14, at which time he got surgery to place a urine collecting bag on his side. Up until that time, he was at home wearing diapers.

He has had a total of about 20 surgeries involved with the uro/genital stuff.

He has illness so deeply ingrained into who he thinks he is.

It's just a fucking shame.

Stop editing and adding, Aerianne!

 

What a nice thing to say, Ari!

 

Apparently, they've changed the name to Factitious Disorder since I was in college. Same thing though. I wonder if Munchausen By Proxy is now called Factitious By Proxy.

 

After I finished editing and adding to my post, I did see that change Wiz.

Thanks, Moonie.

 

damn people from last week backed out on a deal

i wish i lived in a time where a handshake was binding...people dont respect oral contracts anymore

 

Holy shit! Just went back and saw that edit. I can see why he has issues.

 

It sucks.

 

Grass seed I put down is getting rained into the soil... I've got more of a different kind that I'll add after this stuff starts coming up. It's all tall Fescue but today's seed was coated, not to repel birds for drought tolerance, but also it's a few years old. It's probably still fine. The other seed is for this year.

When I worked at the golf course we used seed that was up to 8 years old with no issues, I laugh at the date codes on seed packages.

 

Yep.

At some point during the night or early morning, whenever he tells me that he is ready, I have to take hubby to the emergency room with this infected foot and leg.

I hope he hasn't gotten septic with it. He's already been hospitalized twice with sepsis from kidney infections.

Edit* - His fever is 100.6 He says if it hits 101.5 he will go to the hospital. Otherwise, he says he won't "be ready" until the morning.

Going to the HFVWG!