A Modest Proposal

I get pissed off at alot of thing. I don't think anythin I could post would make a difference. I also get really sad at times. I get scared sometimes because i have a bad feeling one day I'm going to really hurt someone and/or myself. I have dreams about braking into the appartments around me and killing the people inside to see how many I could get to before I'm caught. Once I was sitting on the ledge of my balcony on the third floor. I was gonna jump and hold my machede under my neck to make sure I died. I sat there for about a half hour thinking. I'm not sure what I was thinking about, but i decided to come back in.

 

Is this a joke I am not getting? I really hope so.

 

No my jokes are very obvious