a great loss

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    Not so long ago I lost my teenage son to a car accident, since I have no belief in any religion, I thought I would try San Pedro, just so I could feel something spiritual to just give me some answer ,you know a higher understanding. Through a friend how at first would not let me do it,cause I was grieving so much that he could see that in my mental state I would not get what I was looking for,some time has pass just under two years, I have mentally prepared myself for the experience, he to had seen this in me and I started my so journey, the first batch had not worked,and unsure why,the second batch just had a tinge of a feeling which made me upset to the point of tears cause I just need to feel something that going to give me hope I guess, my friend told me it was all part of the journey, my their time I had such success to the point where I had visual of lions every where I look, it was quite surreal , the journey lasted ten hours plus ,now that I think back about the experience, its the lions that stand out the most, I told my friend who explained they where my Spirit animal, l have another dose and a sense of relief, I hoping my next journey will ease my pain. Pure at heart. Gavosdogs71
     
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    Welcome..
    SP is sometimes to gentle to make such and impact.. length and strength of cacti vary. 12in may not be to profound..

    this isnt the correct section, But Ill leave u to here for your intro.. may you find your way thru this link..
    http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/forumdisplay.php?f=48
     

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