Hello all! I'm new here and it looks like fun! So I'm not sure where to start so I think I'll just ramble on.Right I'm a 30yr old virgin I've not done anything apart from kiss and the last time that happened I was in my late teens/early twenties. I've drifted between straight and bi feelings but there never strong feelings mostly because I was suffering from depression. I felt a bit diluted is putting it mildly. So there is that. Next bit...... I've masturbated to porn nearly every day for as long as I've had my own laptop but I've changed laptops recently and made a conscious decision to leave porn alone. Which brings me to the fact I'm now having strong sexual feelings which is both great and frustrating but I kind of don't know where to begin if that make senses. I'm signed up to various online dating sites but lack self esteem/confidence and I think I've got intimacy issues as I grew up with chronic eczema and I won't exactly win penis of the year either. So I think that is it.
Are you looking to date...fall in love? Do you want to lose your virginity to someone special or just have a one night stand? I think that the answers to those questions will lead you to what to do next. If you're asking for advice lol I'm not sure if you are though. Welcome to the forums
