3 things you did today

Got brand new lovely flowery wellington boots and walked a lot in them and splashed in puddles

Resisted the temptation to rescue another bunny (wouldnt have been fair right now as we cant afford another neuter operation and more toys etc with the wedding coming up)

Made another yummy raw cake mmm

I smiled basically all day. Im feeling good

 

1) Managed to get some sleep from 1am. I had been up all night previous nights and slept all day friday and Saturday.
2)Awoke this morning after sleep. Had no breakfast, went to clear rubbish bags in kitchen. Underneath, tiny black beetles in the cracks of the floorboards. Still don't know what they are but they fly when provoked?
3)Have no food until tomorrow when I should get dole money, so I am nil by mouth. Just my luck.

 

Had a trek up to the organic shop and got a mega backpack full of yummies. Wore my wellies and splashed in every puddle there and back and got my jeans soaked Had a long dance in a giant deep puddle and didnt even feel a morcel of embarassment

Did all the cleaning and washing up and made dinner for the fiancé, as hes been watching Star Wars all day or playing on Command and Conquer didnt really mind, it feels nice to do something good, and he does loads

Looked at and talked about wedding decorations

 

1. Got the final scene of my film in the can
2. Got a slightly wet arse
3. Weighed myself both literally and figuratively

 

1) As I laid in bed last night I kept thinking about the Ds Lite. I really really want one. I went into cash converters today and low and behold, they only had a pink one. I wanted to put a deposit down but it was first come first serve. Many blokes are put off buying the pink version. Yet I cannot think why? It is the same basic machine.

2) Scratched my arse and put on my knickers and jeans and jumper and headed down to the postoffice to get my dole money(Kindly given by tax payers. I hate the dole but it is a means to survive. Without it I will starve) I got a near heartattack as it declined me. I was however able to get a lower figure five pounds less. Went to cafe, ate chicken mayo with sweetcorn in a jacket potato.

3)As I sat down and read the Sun, Murat is back in the frame, Danni Minogue threw teddy that must not be named out of the pram. And Louis Walsh, laughing at her childishness. Dwelled briefly on the next year;2008. For me it is a start of everything normal. Perhaps I will sustain myself and will try and be active and form a better relationship with family and Mam.

 

So far ive:

Felt nauseous AGAIN
Spoken to an old friend
Had bizarre dreams

 

I had a bizzarre dream last night. It was intense. I thought it was for real.

 

1. Cycled 26.5 miles
2. Yelled something about anal fisting at a very inopportune moment in the workplace
3. Hummed a tune

 

1) Had restless night last night. I roamed the streets of suburbia at 4am with killer cats rubbing against my feet and bats getting stuck in my hair and being followed by the moon. I stroked cat after going to Tesco and ringing up mate in Luton.

2)Just to say Christmas is sorted. No longer will I be alone like the ugly duckling.I am staying with mate in Luton. I wondered how he was going to get from dublin to Luton in 15 minutes. I thought at first that he was going by Concorde.
3)Slept allday having dreams about lots of people in a camp and I fell in love with this girl. She looked alright until I tied her in knots-literally.

Additional: As the Christmas time approaches, for once, Christmas is saved. I think straightening up a few things made the difference. I still find Luton too far. But well, you know there are alot of Lutonians nowadays. an airport and a groggy Town. I think the word "groggy" ,has never been so apt.

 

glad to hear you got Christmas plans sorted, mate.
it's sad to know anyone is all alone on the holiday.

 

Yesterday I:

1) Went Christmas shopping
2) Tried to avoid Santa and walked into an Elf
3) Had a cup of tea annd made fridge biscuits

 

1)Had a good sleep though woke up during the night with strange thoughts. Blown up English words and questions about the Severn bridge.

2)Dreamt about a prison officer called,War. Rose up at 10am and had breakfast. Orange and lime blended juice, a coffee Tesco ground filtered.
3)Noticed it was raining outside. Could hear the whore daughter nextdoor. Seems like the mother is dragging her kid in and out of school because the kids keeps getting into trouble. The mother is simply a shining example of mother's today.(mostly)

Additional:Went to library, internet is very popular. Xmas is nigh.

 

Didnt wake up until 10 past 2
Thought "wtf"
Felt the shame close in

 

It is quite dead on the forums today. i thought I saw tumbleweed.

I know what you mean about waking up in the afternoon. The day is practically over and you missed breakfast and lunch. So you have a snack and lunch at 6pm and then a massive dinner at 10pm.

Then you have to wait till atleast 4am to start feeling tired enough for bed.

 

It hardly ever happens to me. Im usually a mid-late morning person. But i was ever so tired last night. Its really crap. Im just having my "snack" now, an apple and a mango. Lunch shall be served once ive opened the curtains!

I feel pretty ashamed at the moment what a waste of a perfectly good day

I think ill go out and do some jogging tonight or something, need to break the pattern!

 

1. Woke up at 3pm
2. Edited my film
3. Phoned a friend to arrange tomorrow

 

Guitar Exam.
Missed re WOOP WOOP WOOP (i HATE re.)
i had the biggest lunch i think ive ever had. T'was GREAT!

 

Spoke to my mum about the neice/nephew i may or may not have and im not supposed to know about. This is a really old story for me Im actually the only sibling of 5 who has shown i work well with children of all ages and Ill also be the only one in a stable marriage, yet were not planning on having children while my brothers and sisters have loads of rejected ones all over the place. Which is pretty depressing. Im not just being judgemental here, im mean were talking proper neglect

Ate macadamia nut/raisin/date goo. My newest craving

Received wedding decorations including balloons, confetti, things that hang from the ceiling and lights, bubbles, ribbons, all in a big box with those polystyrene things that look like Wotsits. It was like diving into a mystery box. Which took me back

I feel funny

 

1) Had no sleep at all last night.
2)The faded winds reached my head again. Felt cold, tired and lucky.
3)Well what more can I say? Um....had lunch, sat next to half a dozen unemployed zombies. Nearly felt tempted to do the Thriller. Got whiplash in my foot. Will sleep tonight like a duck.

 

1) Went to London, busked in Covent Garden with friends
2) Almost froze to death because I didn't wrap up enough
3) Went to the German Christmas markets, left slighty disappointed but full of mulled wine.