3 things you did today

4) Got shouted at my staff and patients alike
5) Thing I just ruined it all

 

1) woke up feeling pretty good but dreading for some unknown reason going over to my in-laws for dinner

2) went to in-laws for dinner, got yelled at by my father-in-law for no real reason, ended up both hubby and i leaving

3) came home and have been upset all night while trying to take my mind off it all .. not succeeding really

 

Praised a dog for having a crap. What an easy life...produce something that stinks like a thousand 10 year old corpses and takes an age to clean up and ruins your clothes get a reward
Looked at new flats to rent...were probably moving!
Did my best to end all conversation with the pervy postman

 

1) I awoke today and stayed in bed until the sound of falling letters could be heard on my tiled floor by the front door of my home. Of course, the sun shone a little bit then buggered off behind the clouds. Today is yet another typical les Miserables sort of a day.

2) I went to the newsagent to reprogramme my EDF key so that it became Npower. It was a right epic battle just like David and Goliath. I finally got it reprogrammed, went back home, installed it into my meter and it reset to Npower tarrifs. The other day British Gas came to my door. They tried to tell me that they don't have standard charges on their prepayment meter keys. The guy walked off in a sulk.

3) Filled out questionaire, sent it in large envelope. Rang Npower, rang support network, fell in love with a grey squirrel. Then we (Jackie Grahamed it).


Additional: For those who are reprogramming key meter:

1) Get cashier to type in Pin Number. He then selects option three on his machine thing (Token I think), he puts card in and does stuff in accordance with onscreen instructions (I guess). Then you must install it in meter before you put any credit on it. Otherwise you are doomed to spend an eternity in darkness.

 

You have a puppy! WOoooooo congats! Cute or ubercute?

 

1. Saw one patient
2. Had lunch in BHS.. classy
3. Figured out I spent nearly £4 on the phone to bloody Travelodge, GRR bastards. PLUS the room was more expensive than they said it'd be online, £10 more expensive to be exact.

 

1. went to school. saw everyone again. Yay or nay?
2. asked about the tech deadline, apparently i did well on the test. ? .
3. started to draw some food, then my mum arrived, forgot and cleaned the food away.

p.s i wish i was back at work. but my dads not even here so there'd be no way to get there.

 

1.Accidentally slept in longer than I intended, shoved a croissant under the grill.
2.Revised physical geography properly
3.Realised that there was no way in hell i was going to learn human geography so wrote it off as a lost cause and drank scrummy green and blacks cocoa.

 

1) I awoke just after ten am after having a dream about being in prison and getting involved in some fight. I ran but was sucked into a current across the ocean. There was a debate as to whether it was just a dream or real. I got up from my makeshift bed on a concrete floor, cold to the touch, little insects crawling into little cracks in the skirting board. The sun infiltrated the makeshift curtains: a large duvet cover which is blue and made of real cotton. I heard the post. Atlast my PO arrived, but sadly it wasn't as much as I hoped. I got 25 pounds. Still I am thankful though. After putting on clothes, I strolled up to the post office and cashed it in.

2) I caught a bus to Bromley Kent. I bought Ultimate R and B collection on 3cds for fiver. I bought some singles from HMV: these were Robyn, Ashlee Simpson, The Cure!, and a few others. I know Bromley quite well. Infact eleven years ago, I stayed in an Emergency children's home in Shortlands. It was called, Florizel. Number 82 Scots Lane. Right next door, used to be a man with two alsations and three children. They survived to adulthood, but anyone who jumped over the fence would be ripped to shreds.

3) I caught bus back to Catford. The driver was too lazy to peg it back to Lewisham. The dreaded 208 bus was clogged up with school kids and students who are on an unofficial holiday. Does their mother know?

As I type, I am feeling a bit gastric. I ate alot last night. And oh yes, last night I went to Homebase to check out the Dulux Paint Pod. It is 70 pounds for the gadget and twenty pounds for the paint.

Additional: Summer is well and truly gone. It is nothing but rain, clouds and a cold cold wind that would give a polar bear, hyperthermia.

I got 20 quid in the bank, food in my cupboards and fridge, and I am feeling alright. A bit insecure at times, but I will deal with that. After the Jackie Graham experience with Lola, The squirrel. She is a bit sore today. I think I may have created a HumoSquirrelos.

 

1.Spent an hour listening to virgin before realising I needed to get up and revise settlement.
2.Had a major embarrassing moment, was singing along V. loudly to all you need is love when there was a knock on the door from some plumber dude who wanted to fix our outside tap. The windows were open arghhh. When he'd gone I went and raved on the trampoline before realising I looked like a bouncing Pandora.
3.Took both exams, both were oooookaaaaaay, wrote about the wrong thing for one and waffled a bit but fingers crossed!

 

1. got really pissed off.
2. became happy again
3. got really pissed off again!!

now im happy

 

1) Went to surgery with a patient
2) left the ward and as soon as I did received a call saying my brother was in hospital
3) Had a ride in an ambulance

 

Sorry to hear that Moonbeam, hope your brother is okay

 

1. Made a cup of tea
2. Went to exam
3. Had more tea

 

Ditto, get well soon, moonbrother

 

1) I got up this morning at around 11:45. The sun was shining brightly, the wind was just a carress, and the cars parked outside started to rev up and head out into London ( assume). I lit an apple flavored rollup and had cow testicle in tomatoe sauce on toast. I had a glass of Tymbark Apple and Cherry. I turned on to watch the Politic show. Debates about immigrants and how it is affecting Crewe. The elections in Crewe today and what this will mean for Labour. Although I did laugh last night when I saw that there was a Party called, Flying Brick.

2) I pulled on my clothes and thought about leaving the house. I went to the jobcentre, picked up budgeting form and free envelope. Saw adverser, jobs gone gone gone.

3) Went out into the suburban exstacy of the day. I listened to my powers of reasoning. Before I left, I had another chat with a person who really is much a Social aunt. I feel slightly embarrassed to declare that, but I am hopeful that we shall meet again. But I have many doubts.

Additional: I had a dream about riding on God's Pegusus horses. I rode high into the skies of London, we belted down the M4 and landed in a field, just short of Langley. I had this thought about how the Angels did what God wanted and how great it felt it was to be around Angels.
The Pegusus finally arrived in Reading Station.

 

Ah, there's nothing like a bit of peace and quiet

 

1) Ate a bit
2) Smoked a looooad.
3) Murderified the Bialgae.

 

1) Went on day 1 of a boring training course
2) Looked at some houses in Kew Gardens
3) Got home and found the May issue of the NMC magazine had been delivered - which, after looking through it, has no mention of mental health at all!

 

1. found out more details about the writing course.
2. gave in.
3. did more drawing, but daydreamed about it more.