I know it seems unlikely, but it's the truth. I guess making the post got my mind on it and I started actively thinking about it and pursuing.... manifestation i guess. I've also started taking a passionflower extract supplement that does wonders for my anxiety.
It was with a fairly overweight girl who had a boyfriend until a day after i fucked her. Lasted 10 seconds of course but she was unattractive enough that i only had a halfie for like 3 hours. Meh