This Is Spinal Chat..

I'd like to see Tool live. It's one of the few "metal" bands I feel that way about. The singer is kind of an asshole that's nothing new in the music biz.

 

If he is telling the truth he is less of an asshole than anyone in music. Not sure the specifics that you speak of but he has good reasons (supposedly) for many of the asshole things he does.
The interviews I have seen of him he is extremely respectful. Although there is no question his mind is a bit out there. The fact that he talks so fondly about drugs could be the answer to his fucked up mind.

 

im attempting to resuscitate some acrylic paint thats mostly dry. most of my paints are old/ second hand. i dont mind replacing them, but if i can find a way to make them usable thats much better for me.
i roughed in where the under-construction death star and the shield generator will go. its going to be the coolest shared bedroom for big-age gap siblings of nerdy parents.
the forest moon of endor. ive been watching a lot of Mural Joe on youtube, and a lot of bob ross too. its going to be pretty freaking sweet. im still deciding how i want to deal with the window coverings, im thinking i might have to do some sort of painted shade.

 

cicadas was singing today..

 

I've seen more Monarch butterflies in October than I had seen all summer... Sumthin' not quite right about that.

 

breakfast/lunch was last nights leftovers

then for late supper today i made eggs and bacon with hashbrowns

 

I'm sure almost everybody has their own reasons, and good reasons at that, when they act like an asshole. Whether right or wrong. I don't like it when people get all upset and arms flailing about because somebody did something they thought was right/believed in but somebody else didn't. Absolutely absurd.

 

that is a bitt broad....failing over chess and flailing over hate at kind of different,no?

 

my decoder ring is fucked...

 

I don't think so. I mean everyone in the world says that in this day and age we should be able to do what we want to do, no? That's the goal anyway. But what annoys me is when a certain goal isn't common, then everyone says "oh. No you can't think that". And that's how I find the world and the people in it. Only caring about their own personal agendas and what's right to them and quickly putting down what's right for someone else because it just doesn't work for themselves personally.

It's like racism and transgender bathrooms again.

One group of people say "you shouldn't be racist it's unacceptable and everyone should use the same bathroom" and to the common supporters that's appropriate, that's right. That's how they feel, that's their own personal opinion.

And then other group says "fuck that, fuck them, I don't like them and I don't want men using women's toilets". But to the common group and supporter that's wrong. You can't say that shit, it's not right and fuck you for thinking that you need to die!

How can one group with their own personal opinion be correct over another group with their own personal opinions? And what's right and what's wrong in the world? It's literally up to the person asking the question for I have seen and I assume we have all seen out animal brethren absolutely destroy each other in fights. I've seen apes gang rape other apes, I've seen warfare between different species and clans etc. and we watch this with fascination because it's the animal kingdom and that's what happens yeah?

Then these same muppets suggest well we aren't any better, we evolved from them. So I have to ask myself. Well if it's considered normal activity for animals to rape each their and kill one another, why do we frown so harshly on ourselves for doing the same thing?

Rediculous I know and I don't really believe what I'm saying myself but it just makes me question what's wrong and what's right and why can't someone have their own personal opinion without being incorrect or wrong?

That's all I'm saying. So if someone wants to blow off some steam about a chess game. Wrong or right, let 'em do it because that's how they chose to deal with the circumstances. That's them. Thats their human emotion. -shrug-

 

And this is the reason as to why I beilieve I get along so well with the loonies and fruit loops and miscreants etc. I don't pass judgement on them. Whatever floats ya boat. Ya know? I know I'm really not any better with the catastrophic bullshit that runs through my head.

I dunno. Maybe I cannot explain it correctly. I don't mean to be rude or nasty or harsh.

 

personally someone should be selfish and care for one self first and foremost. but not at the expense of others..

 

I just think there's a difference in like... knowing someone is doing wrong and knowing that someone is doing wrong.

Like. I know that to my agenda and standards, to my common sense that, in my opinion someone is doing wrong, but I'm careful to tell them that because to their common sense and and opinion and standards what they are doing mightn't be wrong for them.

I think. :unsure:

It's alright Irm, you know what you're on about.

 

Oopsies I sped past a speed van... but I don't think I was speeding enough to get caught... I think. Find out during the week I suppose hehe. It'll be my first ever ticket. If it comes.

 

I've been deciding to take a stab at recommended music artists based of the recommendations of what I listen to. And. They all suck. Like I've really given it a go too and I cannot find anything substantionally half decent. I decide that I like a few artists on Strange Music so I thought I check the others out. Berrh. They suck.

About the best I can find for underground rap is Machine Gun Kelly. With a name like that they can't be too bad, right? it's 10/10 in comparisons to the others yet I check out this "top hip hop album" with a track called "real nigga". I couldn't tell you the artists name but LOL I've never heard so much shit in my life. these real niggas put out some real fucken shit lemme tell y'all hwat. I got through about 15 seconds of how they're real niggas, not fake niggas man, real niggas. cause ain't nobody a real nigga like these real niggas, and that's pretty much how it went.

Top seller. Yeah. Right.

 

Wake 'n bake before daylight.... Moon was out full, off to the west... Gray haze off to the east silhouetting the trees.

 

You found some?

 

kinds slow to get motivated today

 

Everyday...but once i get going I stay going. I will get going later.

 

A very finite amount, yes.