It's a bit hard to type while tears begin to stain my keyboard.

cuz that would require government quality conspiracy skills, lots of secret convos, faked documents, and most of all would be very fucked up.

 

Hey Death, I don't know what this thing is but it's giving me a headache.​

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And it just told me to go out and kill puppies.​

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you're right. I only have access to fake documents. i could have never pulled it off with that alone.

 

But offbeat nonetheless.

 

its the commodore 64 logo. and i think youre just mest in the head. my sig didnt tell you to kill puppies, your chemical imbalance did.

 

But my chemical imbalance likes puppies.

 

for breakfast?

 

I fill em with strwberry jelly and jam em in the taoster.


Then they're "puptarts".

 

i thought they already came with strawberry jelly in the middle.


we're hijacking lodog's thread. i feel bad.

 

we're just keeping it warm for him.

 

well i wont be able to keep it warm all night. im willing to bet he went to bed.

 

Looks like it. think I'll do the same.

Sleep well Logan!

'Night Death.

 

peath out

 

I did go to sleep. i've had a loooong couple days.

 

Our wedding kiss.




she wanted to do it in blue jeans and tie dyes, but I wanted it to be as real as we could make it on our budget.

I wanted to give her a real wedding. I promised her I would. god damnit!

I wish I could apologise to her. So much I needed to say...

She was buried in the same clothes you see right now... the same clothes she was married in.

 

aww

 

(((((Logan)))))

i'm so glad that you can talk about all of this stuff. my brother's wife just died in october, and he's been bottled up tight about everything. he's not letting anything out. i guess everyone grieves in their own way though

if there are things you feel you didnt get a chance to say to her when she was here physically, you can tell her spirit about them now or write a letter to her, or whatever. often when there's been an unexpected death, the spirit of the person who has passed on will linger to help those who are still here. i know i felt the presence of my sister in law. we were pretty close and she had previously asked me to be guardian of one of thier kids. anyways, i felt her presence really strongly until my brother was able to take care of their kids again~it was totally like she was hanging around to make sure that her kids were okay. i bet that stacey is still hanging around too, to make sure that you're going to be okay.

be well gentle spirit.

 

Thank you one and all.

Life goes on and so does mine. I shed a tear while reading this thing in it's entirety, and it helped. Tomorow I get all my belongings from Alaska. i'll probably cry again with everything that'll remind me of that special woman. It's getting easier folks.

your support is appreciated.

 

Lodog I am very sorry to hear about your wife. I didn't see this thread till now.

My prayers are with you.

 

Sorry to hear, man. Take care.
Sir Stephan