It's a bit hard to type while tears begin to stain my keyboard.

I have a bad habit of holding back emotions,

 

that's not a bad habit to have sometimes but this probably isn't one of those times.

 

I think they could have picked some better pic than her senior picture, but the obituary does it's job.

 

Hey man my roomate needs to use the computer (it's her computer) so I have to log off for now but I'll be back on later if you feel like talking.


Either way take care of yourself Logan. Don't let how your wifes friends acted get to you. Sometimes people have an easier time dealing with something like this if they fell like they can take it out on somebody else.

It sucks but it's just human nature.

 

I'd like to chat with you a bit more on here. I'll probably be on. She always got a kick out of some of your posts and threads.

 

Again, you have my heartfelt condolences. I'm sorry that some of her friends had to be so damned insensitive... and I understand fully the habit of holding everything in... it's one of my worst habits.

 

y'know, in the few pics I've seen of her, she looks really happy, and really content. Like she was really enjoying the moment. Doesn't look like a woman with any regrets

if you want to talk at all, feel free to pm me, any time.

and cry, let your emotions out... it's gonna feel better than bottling them up in the long run, I promise.

 

Oh believe me I've been crying. You'd think you'd run out of teers after about the first day, butthat's not the case.

I've never ever cried or felt this much hurt in my entire life.

 

I had to come out of lurkdom to say I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. Take care.

 

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, Logan. Please know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
You mentioned in one of your posts that Stacy loved the northern lights. Whenever you see them, know that she is part of that beauty now.
Please PM me the address I would need to make a contribution to the Clinton County Relay for Life. I would like to make a donation in Stacy's name.
I pray for blessings upon your soul and calmness for your spirit, brother.
I never really interacted with you personally, but I have always had great respect for you.

 

You all help so much. thank you, thank you, thank you.

Even though I'm crying as i type, rading a lot of your advice and help has made me feel better. During the wake I had to be by her opened casket during the whole 4 hour wake. I couldn't help leaving the room in a fit of tears every 20 minutes. She looked wonderful and so pea ceful laying there. I just wanted her to open those eyes one last time so I can see that beautiful blue.

It just wasn't supposed to end that way. I never got a chance to say I was sorry.

 

she knows

 

this is so hard for me.

I've never felt so emotionaly lost in my life.

 

Lodog, I'm sorry. I didn't know her, but from what you've posted on here I seem to think that neither you or her deserved what happened.

Stay Strong.

 

I don't know you. And I didn't know her. I just want you to know how sorry I am for your loss. I cannot say I've ever lost a spouse, but I have experienced loss. I'll keep you in my thoughts, and if you ever want to PM me, feel free. I know I'm a stranger, but sometimes it's nice to have one of those hanging around.

 

Yeah man, regret's the bitch. I don't think there's anybody who's ever tryed to share a part of their lives with anybody else who doesn't have a few.
We're all just human.

I figure, if you loved someone, and you let them know it somewhere along the way, you did allright.

 

what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

it's awkward calling myself a widower at 23. I don't even like cats yet.

 

Lol! give it time.

 

theres that offbeat sense of humor that makes you you. youre showing progress already!! keep it up and youll be rotflyfao in no time!

 

How do you know this isn't some thing I set up with every other hipforumer to give Death the ultimate ZING!!!!!