I want a boyfriend

I don't know if it's the weather or the quarantine or anything else. I know my recent acceptance of bisexuality has something to do with it. This acceptance has cleared my thinking among other things, so possibilities I wasn't aware of before have come to light.

One of those possibilities is taking a same sex relationship beyond friendship with benefits into the realm of romance. Yes, I, a man, want to date another man. I want a boyfriend!

If you had asked me twenty or even five years ago I would've flat out denied any possibility of this ever happening for me. But as I got older and became more accepting, that firm "never" began to be relative. The experience in searching and being open to it might teach me I was right before, or it might show me the woman of my dreams turned out to be a man. In any case, I'm curious and excited to explore this new aspect in same sex intimacy as any other aspect. I want to see how far this can go.

But one step at a time. A boyfriend for me is far into the future. I have to start with meeting guys, going out with them and see how that goes.

 

At one point I got to thinking I am emotionally straight but sexually gay. I love my wife but no interest in kissing, caressing a man, etc. just sex. I was still taking care of ALL of my wife and still found women attractive but just no longer interested in having sex with them. Several years ago I got to the realization that I want more from a man. I want intimacy, I want a relationship. I no longer do anything with the front of my wife's body. My mouth, hands, or cock don't go near her tits or pussy. Once I figured out I was gay I told her. It was just confirming aloud what we both knew. Told her I am going to find a boyfriend. She is cool with it. She will hopefully find one too.

 

You sound like a nice sensitive guy. I have no doubt that there is a guy out there looking for you. I don’t know why it’s hard to find a nice guy. For me it maybe that I’m to picky. Yes you have to get out - you will find him.

 

Thanks for your warm wishes!

 

This is me these days. I want a boyfriend. There is sex my wife does not wish to be part of, or cant, or wont, and its just making my bisexual desires multiply, and with that, willingness and desire for not just sex but light bromance relationship.

 

Same here...I’m as “straight” as it gets in my day to day life but sexually I’m definitely Bisexual.
I look at women and I still get a curious thought of...”I wonder how delicious her pussy would be”...”I would love to hear her moaning in my ear while in missionary”.... and I can honestly say that there is no chance at all, that I could ever be emotionally attached to another man, like I would be with a woman.

Yet...

Here recently, I was contacted via Grindr...by a young submissive twink who seemed to like my profile, so I went to his house and we enjoyed a mutual suck. I can already tell that he would be my boyfriend without question but mentally I’m not there. I told him today, actually...that I want him to be my little boy toy and he enthusiastically agreed...which is great for me considering I only want to have sex with him and nothing more. I’m not a dominant but he wants me to spank him and use him for my pleasure. I’ll get some Andrew Christian thongs and jocks for him to wear for me...and I’ll breed him regularly.

I know the OP is looking for something on an emotional level though. In my opinion that’s the difference between being truly bisexual and being capable of a having a gay relationship.
Bisexuals such as myself, seem to be caught somewhere in the middle of really enjoying gay sex, but at the same time...still having a deep affection to femininity also. So for me, things can become a bit difficult when considering the thought of a relationship. I have discovered that many gay men won’t have much to do with bisexual men...mainly because they already know that we are highly unlikely to go anywhere other than just physical. It’s kind of understandable when a/some/most...married women discover their husbands like cock, they just give up and end the relationship; they know they aren’t his primary focus anymore or...maybe she never was. You guys who have females in your life who are understanding or turned on by the idea of you sucking a cock and getting fucked, are truly lucky in my humble opinion.

 

I guess I was lucky that my wife is more attracted to women. She was the one who first told me she fantasized about women. That gave me the courage to open up and then embrace my sexuality. The only way my wife can cum is masturbating to lesbian porn, imagining a woman is eating her pussy.