Church of the Good Earth 1963 and Beyond

It's Saturday. June 18, 2016.
Tomorrow is Sunday.

Please come to Church tomorrow and please do say something. Join in with thoughts.

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Thank to each of you.

 

Happy Sunday service. Doesn't matter what you believe. You are still you.

Hey, ya want to know what I'm thankful for today? Great working air conditioning. Why? Because it's suppose to possibly reach 121 F here today. Thank you GOD!

Or 49.444 c. today. WOW!!!!


And I'm thankful for Shameful's brand new baby girl. Thank you.

And as always for all of my friends, my families, and my lovers.


Hallelujah !

 

Sorry. LOL I just noticed that I typed Shameful. LOL Sorry. I meant to type Shameless, of course.

And darn. It's only 116 so far today and it 5:30. I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for 121 F.

Hey I'm in Church!

 

dropped in yesterday but couldn't stay.. so very much going on in my life right now..

Our baby Chevy has gone to live with her aunty, a good thing.

My grand daughter is insane, mentally ill, and has gone off her rocker. She gave all her babies away.. my darlin' Caden is in a different state with his daddy. good, but I miss him dreadfully. Lil Chloe is with her other great grandma.. good, can see her anytime I want. Infant is in Dallas in Foster.. NOT GOOD.

Other grand daughter rented our trailer and tore it to pieces in less than three months, not good, we just spent over 3,000 fixing it up.. now gotta spend more we aint got, still paying off the loan to fix it up the first time.

I have to take 'keep calm pills' so I don' stroke out..

I am holding on to that knot I tied at in end of my rope.

other than that life is wonderful.

 

May the knot hold, and things get better soon!

 

Unbelievable! Tell me it's not real.
Poor you. poor everybody. (the kids) Wow.

So, that's, like, four kids. Poof! vanished! Tragic. My poor Mary. My heart to you.

 

I'm sorry to hear that about all the great grandkids, Mary.

 

Thank you all for the love and caring

yes, all my babies at once.. why didn't they just rip my heart out and stomp on it, that would have been kinder.

Life can change dramatically in a matter of minutes. Do not let a moment slip by without loving with every inch of you. Don't turn your heads for a second for it will be swept away from you in a sea of confusion. The waves of despair will lead you to brink of desolation of spirit which bring devastating sorrow to the soul.

I stand blindfolded on a skive floating aimlessly into the darkest part of being. No light penetrates the darkness of the unknown. The land of loss and painful renditions of memories that fade into the horizon as the moon weeps.

The bright flowers of hope lay abashed on the rock and jetties beneath me, they line the sea of dreams that await their calling. Screaming on deaf ears of providence and lamenting time of destiny unraveled. I yearn endlessly for what was, but yet I knew it must change for the sake of the wee ones that my heart beats for. here I dangle holding on for all I am worth.

 

You may not be in a place right now where you want to (or are even able) to look on the bright side of this, but I think there is a bright side.

If your grand daughter is crazy and gave her babies away, she had enough "not crazy" and good-mother in her to realize that she couldn't handle her responsibilities and got her kids to a safe place. If she's able to stabilize later, there's a good chance that she'll be able to get back custody of at least one or more of her kids.

Hopefully medication, therapy, support, etc. will get her back to a place where she can care for her kids again. Meditation and mindfulness might help her find some inner peace.

Some moms go crazy and end up seriously harming or killing their kids, either by accident or on purpose. Things could have been a lot worse for your great-grand kids. That all four are safe is something to be grateful for. Praise to your grand daughter for handling this as well as she did.

On a practical note, calling 211 or visiting 211.org might help you connect with some useful services. I think there are some organizations out there that help people who are over 65 with manual labor. They may be able to help you fix up your trailer. You might also be able to find a better interest rate on your loan, or other assistance.

Wishing you the best

 

I am thankful that there are still ones that that come forward in times of the heart felt emotional well being of a silly old woman. It seems the older we get the less certain we become. We question our own faith at times of strife, when it seems like the thought of tomorrow scares the blood from your face and your tongue ties in a knot, unable to utter a sound.

The still waters of fate turn to stone and sink into unfathomably bleak arrangement of self. Eyes of time past and heady glances of yesterdays fleeting moments of happiness resides like the blossoms of sweet lavender and roses. Grief leaves a stench of nausea in the back of the throat that even the swine that wallow in the dismal mire of folly in youths declaration of being will not dare to go.

 

Let the Sun shine

Let the Sun shine

The Sun shine in.


From the musical Hair.


Keep the faith. As the Earth goes around the Sun, things may change.
One never knows.
Just keep track of where the foster care great grand kid is. And will go to in the future.
And why can't you adopt this one??????????
That could work.

 

In our own strength, we fined solutions.
For me, I require focus.

 

Sunday service:

"Let your heart fly high"

 

the mother doesn't want us to have him. It's a way to hurt us.. like bullets inna gun

 

Vicious.

Who is this person? And what kind of a person? WOW!

 

Today is Sunday, let's make it awesome.. All the little things that grow in the night are frightening and make us clutch our chests, like to protect our hearts, but hearts are broken non the less and we must find the strength to carry on. To be the best we can be and learn to love with n open heart.

Love, Love, Love

 

Yea. Sunday. Sunday. Sunday.
It's got something to do with the Sun. Right?
I don't know.

I'm just making it up as I go along.

Kinda' like liven' Life. LOL Making it up as one goes along through life.


With each breath, - heart and faith are a miracle. Yet we hardly ever even notice. We're too busy with are day to day stuff.
"God so loved the world that…"
Think about it. There's a whole lot heaver stuff to it then we really see or get. We're all in our own little worlds.

Being is vast. Be that. All and all. YOU. The Universe. Time and Space. Eternity. Infinity.

YOU.


Our sermon 4 today.
Smile!

 

Sweet!

Chris. We are all "there". MOST of us (almost all of us) just don't know it. LOL That's why they will call it Revelations. LOL (Reveal) You've heard of the Gnostics? Secret Knowledge. Those who know. More over, those who also understand. Those who ARE.

A secret? We are very much more than we think we are. Know this.
[and] There is only Love. The only reason for time and space and existence. Why all of this? Why any of this? LOVE.
And this is exactly why WE have Free Will. WE choose.