Am I being watched or Tracked???????

Bro if they wanted you, they woulda got you by now with the swiftness.

 

I want to thank you so much for your kind words, my friends. To truly find out if they are on my back, I did some stuff today right after work and now I am 1000% certain they are following me. Plus, this confirms beyond any shadow of doubt that they have planted a GPS device on my car. No more pretending that they are flying around for something or someone else, my friends.

Well, I had to run some errant right after work. So, as usual I drove the same route that I usually take when I go to Walmart. This road goes through some remote wooded area part of the way where there is no one around. So, I thought why don't I stop near by and take some cigarette break. I was there for no more than 15 minutes and two local cop cars showed up and sat about 20 feet away from me as long as I was there. After another 15 minutes, they both left one by one and they gave me a look. Few minutes later, the police helicopter the same copter I see fly over the company sometimes flew right over me.

Then, on my way back home after shopping, I decided to take another cigarette break somewhere else on the way. About a minute or two later parking my car and lighting up my cigarette a cop car showed up and parked his car about 3 feet away. This time he didn't leave at all. I sat there for about 20 minutes. Plus, I was done with my cigarette. So, I took off. But then I started to see trucks and cars that usually drive past my company right behind and before me as I made my way home.

It is no more pretending...... They are after me and I am sure they KNOW that I KNOW NOW they are following me. And I know I am most likely on a NO-FLY list and all the other shit.... I am certain I might not make it before summer is over. I don't know may GOD have mercy on my SOUL.....

Do you still think I shouldn't contact them? I want this to be over... I mean enough is enough....If it means, them coming into my house and turning it upside down. So be it. I know for certain they need to find whatever the HELL they want in my house and possibly in my computer to take me to court and to win whatever the case it maybe against me. That's why they are WATCHING me like a HAWK!!!!! Expecting a break through and I guess I am not giving them enough of a probable cause to bust my ass right where they find me.

I know they won't quit fucking with me until they get a chance to search my house top to bottom.

 

i think you should have nicely asked the police officers who parked 20 feet away, and then again only 3 feet away:

"what's going on?"

"is there a problem?"


this may prove difficult if these police officers are actually hallucinations...

 

Yes, this.

 

For what it is worth you are not alone. If you are an American you are being spied on. Like you, the worst I do is visit some porn site. Is that a crime ? Who does not ? And I have had planes fly low over my home. I was awoken at about 1:00 AM by some sheriff`s deputies banging on my windows and ordered to come out with my hands up. They claimed someone had placed a 911 call from my home. Searched me and my home. WHAT THE FUCK happened to: " The Land of The Free and the Home of the Brave " ? And you can thank Obummer for vastly increased SPYING on Americans. Why no complaints from liberals about this ? I USED to be a liberal Democrat. Obummer CURED me of that malady. ...Oscar

 

of course you're being watched, everyone is being watched, by each other, by themselves, by the machines we have created to do so. its only paranoia when you take it personally.

but there are things anyone can do to avoid calling more attention to themselves then they wish. but anyone who wants attention, well getting attention is the price of doing so.

 

Wow, Oscar.... I am sure you peed in your pants when they searched you and your house. I know I would have for sure, because I've been reading all kinds of stories online about how if the authorities (FBI, SHERIFF, DEPUTY, POLICE) had something against you or don't like you they may plant something on you just so they can take you and throw you in jail... I am scared out of my wits thinking about things like that.

I also learned that once they start an investigation on an individual, authorities will try their best to collect evidence that proves that he or she didn't commit any suspected crime. Until then, he or she is set free. Even if they don't have enough evidence to prove any crime was committed, they still take the individual to court and try him on circumstantial evidence. Is that true? They don't just go away when they don't have or can't find enough evidence to hold them accountable in court?????? I thought that's how they worked.

I keep seeing at least once a week a sheriff's car drive by my company. Just yesterday I saw him drive by in the morning and in the evening. And on Thursday, police helicopter was flying over the company very close.

My guess is that the GPS tracking device they have on my car is in line with power cable most likely... when I shut my car, it also turns of itself. At that point, they don't know if the car is still at the last known location or not. So, they keep having to come around to the location to look if my car is still there and thus, if I am still there. They do the same thing at home. I am not an outside person. I don't go out too much....So, most of the time my car is just sitting outside. These days either helicopter or a small plane fly over my house once a day. Like I said just to check if my car is still there. For them to be doing all this, I must have done something VERY VERY BAD, but I hope someone could tell me soon what that it is. At least, that's what I am thinking....

I am certain they won't quit this UNTIL THEY GET TO SEARCH MY HOUSE..... I know that's what they WANT eventually. I am thinking very hard about a lot of things these days.....

 

i think it's important people at least be aware that it's possible,minstead of naysaying and telling this guy he's crazy. who's to say? what if it happened to you? a government trick for the cops to isolate you is for everyone to think your insane, everyone ignores the screams of the insane. this could very well be happening, and we should at least pay attention and take caution.

 

By the way, I like your new layout and color for your website.

Yes, this is very much possible. I've learned that at any one moment certain part of the population is always spied on by the government for whatever reasons. It isn't a problem as long as you don't realize what is happening around you or they don't ever come after you. When you do realize that it is happening to you, it will become a living hell. Like it is for me right now.

Right now, I feel like I am a prisoner in my own home. I didn't even walk outside this whole weekend since Friday evening. Although I normally don't go out much other than for shopping, I am so afraid right now to even leave the house. That's because what if my car breaks down middle of the road next to someone's home. What do you think the people watching my every move will think? Maybe I am about to commit a crime or hurt someone and so they will send the local police out to pick me up. Meanwhile I am sitting in my damaged car until the help arrives. Most likely they won't do anything until the time comes for them to pick me up, but it could be tomorrow, a week, a month, a year from now. At the rate they are riding my ass, it might be very soon.

I am currently weighing my options:
1.) Just wait it all out and see where this thing will take me. It may not be pretty when it finally happens or what they might do to me.
2.) Bring all this to end at my own accord by personally reaching out to these people.
3.) Let them into my house when and if they come knocking on my door to search my house.
4.) Last option is just leave this world altogether.
The more I keep thinking about all this real hard the more the last option seem attractive.

Why all this is still beyond me? I can think of few reasons WHY.

1.) Viewing too much porn online and may have come across by accident what they might consider to be not acceptable content. And someone reported me.

2.) Buying things online 2 months ago that might have raised a red-flag. Let me explain what I mean. I wanted to convert my old electric lawn mower to Remote Control Lawn Mower. So, I purchased wires, batteries, motor controller, remote control, voltmeter, etc online for my project. Maybe they picked up on this and figured he is planning on doing something like building a bomb or something evil.

3.) Bashing government and the authorities all over the Internet. I heard someone posted something harsh and nasty about their local police department on his Facebook page. Within minutes of posting the message, police helicopter circled his home for hours at low altitude, he said.

4.) Trying to reconnect with missed connection on Facebook. Well, a year ago, I accidentally came across a lady I fell in love with back in grade school on Facebook. So, I decided to connect with her by sending her a very touchy Facebook message. To that, she send me a message back saying I understand. But then on her Facebook page she called me a STALKER and her mother posted a message saying that she was going to pass my Facebook message I sent her to the police. I don't know if it actually happened or what, but if her mother did get the police involved I am sure they ran my name through their system to see if I am a trouble maker. So, maybe the police finally decided we have to keep an eye on this guy because of this.

Please, pray for me. I have been praying like I never prayed to God before for all these things to simply go away for good and out of my life. Thank you.

 

look.. i know life sometimes can get crazy! Life can be crazy sometimes .. just try to learn to live without fear, that's the best you can do. Don't let it control you.

http://www.wakeupcloud.com/overcoming-fear/

 

I used to be paranoid but now if I suspect someone's watching me, which has happened a few times, I just wave at them or engage them in friendly conversation and ejnoy watching them squirm. The only power they have over you is fear.

 

From what I can see, you're the one who is watching like a hawk. You have fixations. Certain things you look for and watch, consistently and persistently. You're observant. I think your attention is arrested. There's just been a big shift so I expect by now you're probably noticing some differences (your post is 7/29 which is right around the time when a big shift happened).

 

that's good abvice. just making good solid eye contact that tells them you know and you're aware and watching them.

 

Sometimes it's fun to make sexy mouth gestures at them too. Keep em on their toes. I would only recommend this to big ugly guys that know how to defend themselves though....for obvious reasons!

I used to live behind a giant Salvation Army building when I was a teen. It always seemed like someone was watching me through my window so ever so often when I'd look out, I'd just randomly wave. I only saw curtains shift a few times but it always cracked me up to think I might have "busted" someone.

 

i've learned that when i'm somewhere, up to no good, I'll flirt and be extra friendly, especially with male staff. confuses and distracts.

 

I guess people get banned easily on this forum.



Interesting that you mention about engaging them.... I am already doing that....like waving my hands at them.... lol...



Well, as I have been saying I am frustrated and had enough of this. So, I contacted our sheriff office directly explaining my concern. They instead directed me to another department within their office. I talk to this guy for about an hour and explained to him what I have been experiencing. He listened and asked me few questions. At the end he told me, "since this is causing you great stress, we can help you by getting in touch with 'Resolve Unit.'" I thought he was talking about group of police or investigators but nope. Resolve Unit works with people with anxiety, mental breakdown, crysis, etc. So, in outherward, they have already determined that I am a crazy nut or turning into one. At end of the conversation, he asked me, "did you ever think of or had thoughts about SUCIDE?" Of course, I never did until I started to realize what was happening around me. He said I am imagining the whole things that no one is after me.


Maybe so, but I let my eyes and ears speak for themselves. Activities around my house is starting to die down (Knock on wood). Planes and helicopters are not coming around as often. That is a relief to some extent, because I always treaded the sound of them going directly over my house all the time. However, they are still on my ass following me. In the beginning, they exclusively watched my house. Then, they decided to watch over the company I work for by flying over the building every other week. In fact, that's how I came to realize all these activities around me when I for the first time saw this small helicopter flying very LOW and making this quick U-Turn over the building and flying away. Now, they are not coming around the company as often. But, right now as I speak, they are riding my ass execlusively. Everywhere I go I seem to be followed by cars and trucks. Now for the last two days, little bigger than a small plane is following me if I do something that I never did - like simply getting my lunch, parking my car near by and eating my lunch.


If you keep watching, you will start to see patterns. My company is sitting on a local road. So, you won't see or expected to see much traffic on the road. That's how it used to be for as long as my company has been at the current location. You would be lucky to see maybe 20 cars in one day on this road let alone bikers. But right now there is a constant stream of cars, SUV and pickup trucks going back and forth all the time. Because my office has a window facing this road, I have a front row seat to all the actions on the road. Yes, I do take the time to look outside every so often since I became aware of what is happening around me. So, I am seeing same cars, SUV and pickup trucks going back and forth on the road over and over again every 15 minutes all day - same color, same make and model of cars, SUV, white vans with tinted windows or NO WINDOWS and pickup trucks. Why I am certain this is the case? If I ever go somewhere like shopping or to any store like I did this afternoon during lunchtime, I see the same colored pickup trucks, cars and white vans driving around aimlessly in the parking lot of the store. Or some of these vehicle would be parked half a mile away from the company. I believe they have maybe 6 or 7 vehicles following me at all time. And it is odd that a lot of these vechicles' windows are tinted very dark like cop might pull you over for. Or how about this..... When I walk into a gas station, it is virtually empty, but within few minutes it is filled with people of all shapes and sizes. Think about that. I am starting to see more and more of that.


I don't know what they are doing or their intention is. This may go on for another year or longer from the looks of it.


Even if you are investigated, they are not going to come out and tell you that. I am sure my message has reached the sheriff's office, FBI office and probably CIA office, but they are not going to say anything to me but refer me to someone else just like they did. I am positive local police station has nothing to do with this but federal agents.


You know something. In our town, seeing helicopters and small planes is a rare event. In all of my life, I have not seeing this many small planes and helicopters almost on regular basis flying in our town especially in my neigbhorhood and close proximity to my house until now. This is why I am very critical and suspecious of all these things that is going on around me.


Just want the world and the readers of my thread to know that if for some reason this thread goes silent for months on end, then I either have been picked up by these idiots or I am no longer in this world. Or admin shut me off from this thread LOL....thanks.

 

I'm only posting this in an attempt to help. From the way you post, like how the sentences and paragraphs come out, and how cyclical your thought process is regarding these issues, I really think you might be dealing with a bit of schizophrenia. I have waay too much experience with this symptom they call an illness. That said, I am NOT a doctor!

Schizophrenia is caused by elevated dopamine levels in your brain. When dopamine output or reuptake is slightly above normal, it causes paranoia. As it gets worse, it can turn into full on hallucinations and delusions. There's some remote possiblity that you're unknowingly a part of a psy ops program but I doubt it. It's much more likely that sitting in an office all day every day, doing things your body was never designed to do, is making your neurotransmitter system freak out.

Things I recommend to attempt to balance neurotransmitters naturally:
Juice and consume RAW cannabis, not heated.
Reduce stress
Switch to a balanced organic diet.
Cut wheat and dairy out.
Cut out caffiene and stimulant use.
Do something that scares the crap out of you a few times a week, like going too fast on a bicycle or something.
Try to socialize more.
Find a trip guide/babysitter and eat a heroic dose of psilocybin mushrooms.
See a counselor that specializes in natural treatment and cognitive behavioral therapy.
Accupuncture

As an experiment, you could even try the nasty head medicine for a month or two but I'd only recommend this as a last result. If the head pills make the cars go away, it will let you know that it's all in your head. Then you can relax and experiment with natural solutions until you find something that works.

One of the hardest parts about dealing with schzophrenia is that most patients totally lack insight into their condition. Even if you video tape them being obviously delusional and show it to them when they've calmed down, they might admit that there's a problem, but they'll forget all about it after a few days and think they're fine again. What's happening is that the part of the brain that creates the paranoia is the first place the is where the decision part of your brain "looks" when it has a trust question.

If you can go stay somewhere with a relative for a while or even go camping for a couple of weeks, that could give you some relief and insight too.

Best of luck to you whatever you decide to do!

 

You're not alone. I think we are all being watched. It's just the nature of life in 2014. I'm over it. I have nothing to hide.

 

crazy, paranoid, schitzo or whatever.... hiking and camping can take your mind off, heal what ails you. camping and hiking are always good for the mind and soul, especially when it's cluttered by our society's trash.