Weird Stuff.

I wanted to talk about some weird stuff, and how it was explainable. As I told my therapist at the time. I think I was sharing a little bit of my story online by then. James White was named Chief of Police in Detroit in 2021. I have had an attraction to policemen types for some time now. For at least 30 years I seem to recall. And at one point I became attracted to him. I was telling my therapist that I thought he had a beautiful smile. And as in reaction to that, he was being interviewed on local news. And he seemed to flash his smile to the camera that way. The way he did it didn't seem to have anything to do with what he was being interviewed about and he did it with emphasis that way. But I wasn't listening to close to the subject of the interview. Another time around that time, early on, he was talking about a little girl who suffered some tragedy around Christmastime. And he said that Christmastime was a sad time to have something like that to happen. But the way he did it he seemed use words that referred to how I thought the song Where Are You Christmas was another coincidence related to me. I was sharing it in some ways by then. I also had told that therapist I stopped seeing in 2022 about that coincidence too. Another time he was talking about an arrest and the laws involving that. And he said "in the course" of an arrest. But the way that he said the phrase "in the course of" seemed like it was referring to that speech by Portia from the Merchant of Venice, that I tell everyone I have been interested in since for about 20 years. And which has a lot of ironic connections to my life and how I was drawn to it. He also put emphasis on it that way again. I thought at least at the time. Perhaps I thought like he was saying that my legal concerns involving the police department, especially if it was something hidden from the public in some way, were being addressed. That was a long time ago thought of course. I was telling my therapist at the time right away, that as chief of police, and with a degree in psychology, he might have been aware of my case anyways. It wouldn't be unusual for someone who was in charge that way of a city to know that, as opposed to someone like a governor or the president. Also FWIW at the time my therapist seemed to refer to my interest in him. Saying jokingly with pretend alarm I shouldn't do that. Perhaps like he knew about that. Or maybe for some other reason. He never told me why he did. Like I said, that was possible. I know around the time I was talking about how the ladies of the View on ABC seemed to be talking about my case. In this case about how my second grade teacher Miss Nelson slapped me, making me suppress that memory for seven years. What they said just seemed like it could mean that. But the world is so interconnected with the internet, they might have known. Also there was a story on local news that talked about how slapping a child most certainly is a form of child abuse, just as serious as any other physical abuse. I was never sure how the law might view that. I know, in the early 90s I think, there was a story in the news about how a mother slapped her daughter in Michigan. And her daughter pressed charges. But the public was outraged that she would be in trouble for that. Not because the condoned physical abuse, but just for that. Also recently, kind of like Chief White said in the course of an arrest, Michigan attorney general Dana Nessel said something I thought a little odd. She used a phrase that seemed exaggerated. I think possibly obstruction of justice. Kind of how I sometimes tend to overuse words like that a little, and am even a little melodramatic. I'm not saying that's what she meant of course. But again like Chief White, as Michigan attorney general, she might be aware of me. Actually she is aware of me if I am corresponding to her and handling my case.

Again I am not saying these things mean anything. They just seem a little odd. But there is nothing extraordinary about these coincidences. All the above coincidences are perfectly explainable, as I've pointed out.

EDIT: Just now I have the TV on in my room. And I was in bed. When I was looking up the correct form of Chief White's name just now, I also did a quick search on what he is doing now. They said he was going to become CEO of Detroit Wayne Integrated Health Network. I thought nothing of it at the time. But just now I heard on TV the name Detroit Wayne Integrated Health Network. I have local ABC station WXYZ on.

I'm not saying it's extraordinary or proves anything, but it just happened. And it has been happening a lot lately. Strange coincidences and hearing people say unusual things that have meaning to me. Like I said, sometimes in the past I found that people were doing that on purpose. I just didn't know the actual reason. People in the stores I go to are using the numbers 2 and 6 a lot. With emphasis like Oakwood Hospital was doing in 1988 and 9, obviously on purpose in the case of the hospital. And I hear it a lot on TV too. Local and national TV. Just as random numbers. Again I am not saying that it means anything. But my theory as I've said is that there may be more than one explanation for it.