Random Events.

Also, I have noticed that people seem to be using the numbers two and six more in my presence and with emphasis. Usually anger too. All the stores that I go to the manager or owner will always do it. And often the cashier too. I'm not saying it means anything. Those are random numbers and mean nothing in themselves I agree. I'm also noticing it a lot on TV. I usually watch ABC. And I try to see at least part of the morning shows. Live with Kelly and Mark and the View I usually have on in the other room. And the noon news and evening news. Nothing really that is in itself odd, just random uses of those numbers. I said that recently on a message board, and one of the moderators liked my post like she knew what I meant. Random numbers, IOW.

I know that's what people were telling me in 1988 and 9. They are just random numbers. But my 2011 therapist said I didn't imagine it. Much of the abuse I saw from childhood on happened. Maybe not always in the ways or for the reasons I thought. And nurse Patti Baxter at Oakwood Hospital once said in the dining area her husband's weight went from "like, 160 down to 220". Like I told my psychiatrist at Sinai-Grace, that is impossible. She obviously said it make it clear the abuse was real and not my imagination.

But like I said, I have been sharing this with doctors, and my therapist too. I share everything and always have.

Also. I was going to add to what I said about social situations. When someone is mean with you, or even just rude, the best course of action is not to respond. Don't try to reason with them, don't try to change them. Don't even point out they are rude. Or report them, unless they really cross the line. It's all pointless and often does more harm.