More.

Like I said, I have been severely abused all my life. They have taken so much from me and left permanently damaged and my life shortened. And I just think the time has come for the abuse to end. I told one of the first ladies I talked to at that new place that I am almost 60. And, I told her, that is pretty old and I think therefore the time has come for the abuse to end now finally. And she said with an evil laugh that isn't very old at all. But I disagree. I think 60 is rather old. Especially to spend my whole life up till that point being severely mentally abused in one way or another. And now I am permanently damaged, my lifespan forever altered, the course of my life forever changed, and really having had so many years taken away from me. So many years I could have just had simple, peaceful, good quality of life. And now this happens. Eric abandons me for good September 15 and tells me he never wants to have anything to do with me ever again. Because this is all my fault. And for the first time in my life I am truly completely helpless and totally alone. My future is at best uncertain. I don't know how I'll always be able to afford a car, and especially a good one that I really need now. And a home to live independently in. Because I know if Wayne County Probate Court and the Detroit police had there way I'd be put away in some home somewhere where I'd be neglected and abused horribly. And forever lose contact with the outside world, which is obviously no accident. And now after July 22nd I'll never know when they are coming to my door to do that, take me some place like that again. Because they are still scheming, instead of taking responsibility for the damage they have already done and just letting me live my life in peace. And I have no one to help me clean. With the beginning of my mobility issues, brought on by years of secret damage by Wayne County Probate Court and the Detroit police, and Eric no longer here to use his money to hire someone.

I'm helpless and alone, my life is at the worst point it has ever been at, I have no one to help me in any way and I am totally alone. All I wanted was to live a simple, good quality of life in peace. And this instead is the answer I get. And on top of that for the rest of my life that I have to live now this way I am supposed to believe it was somehow all my fault.