More On Where Things Are.

I don't understand. My unkind words to Eric. That's what led to this devastating tragedy? And that's what I am supposed to believe is why my life is destroyed now? Why my life as I know it is over? That's what people want me to believe? But my words have had no effect up till now.

I said I was being abused, including by Eric. Those words had no effect. I said I was hurt and permanently damaged. Those words had no effect. I said I was denied all access to the legal system and then treated like an animal July 22nd. Those words had no effect. I said I might be having symptoms still. Those words had no effect.

And I'll need special care and special accommodations for the damage I didn't even know was happening. Those words have no effect. I'd be abused and horribly neglected in a group home. And forever lose my cry for help. Those words have no effect. I may need someone to help me clean. Like Eric could easily afford. Those words have no effect. I think it is only right the people guilty of this horrible act of medical malpractice make sure I be cared for and comfortable for the rest of my life. But those words have no effect, so I won't.

So do you see why I think this is just another form of abuse whatever the alleged reason for it? And now I cry out for help, completely helpless and alone for the first time in my life. And I'm just ignored doing that. But of course as usual no one cares, no one feels in any way responsible.