More On What's Happening Now.

Like I said, all of this is just a new form of abuse. I have no doubt of that. Eric leaving at the worst possible time and all the unfairness and injustice of it all. And being faced with a horrible, hopeless situation. Like I was in many ways in the past, some of them quite clever. But now it's becoming frighteningly more real, I guess to get over the hurdle that I was beginning to doubt any of these threats were going to come true. And now my life is destroyed and over with, making me conclude maybe I will never have peace of mind or quality of life. I know that all is a new form of abuse, it's obvious to me even now. And I am going to spend the rest of my life proving that to others. Proving it by going over it and showing how I know that, and looking for new evidence and more clues to the fact it all obviously it a very planned, new form of abuse. Planned by whom, I don't know. I haven't figured that out yet, or haven't been told. But I have pieced together more in the past couple of years of all the horrible, deliberate abuse I have faced since I was a child. And is just another example of that in my life. And as I've said in the past, if they can't stop their horrible abuse of me maybe at least I can expose them.