More Conclusions.

And there are a couple of things here that still confuse me a lot. My neighborhood friend seems to think that my legal guardian Eric was giving me most of my money. My financial advisor says that isn't true, I live on my own income. And I lived a humble middle-class existence. I don't have expensive tastes and I really don't think I was spending that much money. Life is expensive and for some reason there was never enough money to live on. I am handicapped and I obviously can't work. I am not selfish and lazy like they started telling around the time was a young adult. Who likes things like coffee and donuts too much. And who needs to be put away in Northville psychiatric hospital because that is how we punish selfish lazy people here. I am not saying I totally believed the legal argument of that, and I told you I refuse to ever allow people make me believe that is true. That I don't deserve nice things and a nice life. But I think the problem might have something to do with how little money we have set aside in this country for mental illness. As opposed to similar handicaps and people in similar circumstances. I know around the time of Clinton in early 90s they called that parity. And I guess in all that time nothing has changed or been done. And whatever the outcome, I refuse to go to a group home or get murdered taking the bus at 3 AM. But my case is different. I also have Cerebral Palsy. People either refuse to recognize that or tell me it's not important here. I read online a while back it might be responsible for my mental fog, my mental fatigue. And that and other things might be responsible for my problems of organization and being on time. Things that are only going to get worse as I age and with the nerve damage in my feet, that no one is talking about or helping me with, gets worse. If I at least knew more about Cerebral Palsy. And autism and whatever else I have. Possibly some birth defect or even deformity some people say. But nothing is being done, no one is helping me and things are only getting worse. I already told people what I expect to live on now. I expect all the people who damaged me, damaged me in the worst way possible, secretly before I could do anything about, to pay for my support and care for life. But it's hard to do that with a case that officially doesn't exist. What about the statute of limitations on civil lawsuits? And that no one will move from that position. Not even when they've been exposed or years later. And plus on top of that they are telling me I am supposed to be filing endless petitions for the rest of my life. To free legal organizations, since I have no money in my name. Only to be ignored, and when one of them does respond they'll just say that it says on their computer monitor my case doesn't exist. And like that lawyer online says, there are no secret guardianships anywhere, that's ridiculous. Spend all my life, what little time I have left because of them. And punished too because I dared complain. All I can do is instead spend my time exposing that. Exposing that and exposing them for the rest of my life for what they did. And whoever else they did this to. Unless like I said I am somehow the only one.