Men wearing pantyhose, thoughts and opinions.

HI.. well If the wife knows and is happy and you are happy and it feels good then fuckin do it.

I too started out by wearing pantyhose, over time this uncontrollable urge seemed to take over my life, wearing pantyhose just didn't seem to be enough, I added panties & bras along with the pantyhose, a few months later I was shaving my body & keeping my fingers & toe nails polished. Another couple of months & I was wearing skirts, dresses & high heels, next thing I know, I was experimenting with hair styles & wearing makeup & perfume whenever I dressed. It got to the point to where I would only dress completely as Joanne, even that was not enough, I wanted more, I needed to be able to pass as a woman in public. The urges were too strong to deny, I had to go out in public & let people see me. Soon I was waiting for my wife to fall asleep at nights then I would get dressed as Joanne & sneak out & go driving around, this escalated into going to the malls & doing some shopping. It was at this point in my dressing as Joanne that the urge hit for me to become more feminine. I used Halloween as an excuse when I went out & got acrylic nails applied to my fingers & had them polished a dark red, even that was not feminine enough for me, I wanted to look like a woman all of the time, it excited me immensely knowing that my acrylic nails would not come off for at least three weeks, this helped me in making my decision to get my ears & belly button pierced then finally I went out & got a feminine style hair cut & my eyebrows waxed into super thin, highly arched lines, there was no way for me to look like a guy even without makeup on. When I got home on Halloween night, my wife was furious over my new look, she asked me how I planned to go to work as a man while having long, polished nails, a woman's hair style & very noticeable plucked eyebrows, I told her at least I didn't get my hair colored, yet, this really set her off, she told me that most of our friends have been asking her questions about me the past few months, she said some of her girlfriends have noticed that I was wearing pantyhose under my jeans with no socks & they noticed I was wearing mascara & they could smell my perfume when I walked by them, my wife told me if I didn't stop dressing as a girl she was going to tell everyone who didn't already know that I wanted to become a woman & be with men then she was going to divorce me. I told my wife that I could not control my desires to dress & act like a woman, it all felt so natural for me to wear dresses & put on makeup, I was even completely honest with her & told her of my desire to be with a man & have him make love to me as a woman. That was enough for my wife to hear, she said, you want to be a girl, fine, I am going to show everyone, family & friends the sissy that I married and with that she got up & got her camera & began taking pictures of me as Joanne. I started posing for her, sitting down, crossing my legs, standing in front of the open front door carrying my purse, sitting at the dining room table, legs crossed, polishing my fingernails, standing in front of the mirror brushing my hair then putting on mascara & lip stick. When she was thru taking pictures, I asked her if she would frost my hair, she said she thought it would look better if I just had my hair lightened, she said she would call her friend who had a salon & see if she could squeeze me in tomorrow to get my hair lightened to a golden brown from dark brown. Carla called me over to where she was sitting at her computer to show me all of the pictures she had taken of me uploaded on her computer. She let me see her message to her best friend saying, this is the sissy that I married, he just told me he wants to be a woman & be with guys, check out all of the photos, at least he can pass as a woman. Carla said the next e mail was going to my family, I asked her if she would wait until tomorrow after I had my hair done, she could send them the pics with my hair colored, Carla agreed in the meantime she was going to try to find a divorce attorney, she said the pictures she had of me as Joanne would really help her case. This will be my second divorce all because I got to be a woman, I need to find a woman who likes their men being the woman in the relationship.