Conclusions.

Also the question keeps coming up even now whether I can take care of myself alone. I think I've been doing pretty well for the past 15 years. Not perfectly I know. But I don't think anyone handles their life and their cleaning and their affairs perfectly. But of course when people are making your life a living hell by pursuing you, when all you were ever trying to do was live your life. Pursuing you and trying to take away your car. Harassing you and psychologically abusing you, in all the ways I don't have time to list. Making you feel for all those reasons that you could lose all of that at any moment if they suddenly did that. And then it's revealed to you you're damaged for life. By stupid medicines that you never agreed to and never needed and never should have been taking with your Cerebral Palsy, especially at such dangerously high doses. For someone who has never been a risk to himself or even spent the night in jail. And now I've lost it all, because I complained. And I could lose more. If I lost my limbs, if I was shot in this violent city I live in, if any catastrophe happened. My former physician once told me that when you get into your older years almost anything can spell disaster and lead to a sudden decline. A slip on the ice, a stroke. And now three years later and still nothing is being done. Except what I just said. I think the people who did that to me. All of them, my legal guardian, the police, the medical workers who deliberately harmed me, and all those others who were doing that since I was a child. All of them should make sure I have a good life and enough to live on till I die. But my case still doesn't exist, they're still teasing me and playing games with me, and I guess I will be doing that for the rest of my life. If they don't take me away when I least suspect it and lock me away some place, of course.