Conclusions.

And, I don't understand how my Cerebral Palsy fits into all of this. Early on, with all the people in my life, being denied that diagnosis seemed important somehow. Like they were telling me that I should accept it and move on. Now anything involving that would have to do with something that was their fault, not mine. I need that diagnosis. I think my social security status should be changed like that too, perhaps. But I need help with all of those legal things I've mentioned before, I can't even get it started. Changing my guardianship status, getting financial damages for my medical costs and so I can continue living this way. Someone will have to do it now. And I will just from now on assume they are.

I want to bring up something else. People are trying to convince me, really everyone is, even my neighbors now for some reason, that I am imagining this all, Eric is not my legal guardian, it is impossible in the state of Michigan to set up a secret legal guardianship (my neighbor sent me a link for that yesterday), and I am jumping to all the wrong conclusions. First of all, to review how I know which people are lying to me, my doctors are contradicting themselves. My neurologist says I don't have neuropathy anymore. It couldn't be more obvious that I do. He also says he never told me I had Cerebral Palsy. Yes he did. In 2011 he said I showed signs of "Cerebral Palsy" caused by "birth trauma", his exact words. And as I said, he seems very worried and defensive about of this. A couple of years ago, when it was revealed the damage to my feet was permanent, my doctors confided to me, hesitantly I could tell because they weren't allowed to, that Eric is "listed" as my "legal guardian", again exact words. Yet the website to Wayne County Probate Court denies it. And Wayne County Probate Court denies it in their faxes to me. And a this year I was at my dentist's office, I asked the receptionist how long Eric has been my legal guardian. And she said "Oh, about 15 years". Yes, that is correct. My father died in 2011 and Eric took over the trust immediately. That timeline would make sense. And how would she know what was happening in my life in 2011? But Eric still denies it. And I'm not jumping to any conclusions. But I just looked it up online. And a legal guardian is one of the people who can order forced medication. That may not apply to me. But Eric was part of the park thing. Now he did tell me he thought I shouldn't go there. Why? Why would he even think it was any of his business? Why would he care? Obviously because the police talked to him about that ridiculous nonsense. Which maybe, like the car thing (which Eric was obviously, again, involved in) I will find the truth about some day. Or maybe never, I don't know. They both destroyed my peace of mind, is all I know.

So those are the things that did happen, secret guardianships are possible in Michigan. Because I have one. And now I am hurt and damaged for the rest of my life, and now totally alone too for the first time.