I've had some pretty bizarre dreams about my dad dying, and they were very disturbing. I'm very close to my dad and I know he's going through a really difficult time.
i don't tell anyone about my nightmares as there all quit disturbing, and i will never tell my dad what happened as it will hurt him.
Maybe its a Steve Irwin dream, or the other thing is that you feel like your dads a bit too much at times and felt rage but then regretted it.