mmm....actually lasst night. I was already upset then I saw a stuffed animal my friend bought me before he died and I couldnt stopped crying.
Awe, love, I'm so sorry. Loosing a friend can hurt a lot. I know that. It's more 'un-natural' to lose a friend (since you and him/her were younger) than an elder relative...
I lost my step father, who was my in-home father figure for my adolesence in August and my son has his leather jacket. We were in the car with the heater on a couple weeks ago and the scent hit me: still smells like Don! We were playing a CD, Four Way Street, which is a record (remember those?) that Don turned me on to at about the age my son is now.
Nice thread.. I'd have to say it's when my soon to be ex-husband left for the navy in January. The man has given me hell for so many years now I shouldn't even care, but it was hard. We had been together for 11 years, and I knew things were about to be very different for me. It was an abusive relationship, and I know it is definately the best thing. I love my newfound freedom, and everything is gonna be ok...finally. For once in a long, long time..I have peace, and I haven't been this happy in I don't know when. And to those of you who posted about losing a loved one, my heart goes out to you. I lost my mama two years ago and I cried a lifetime of tears during that time. Time does heal the pain, and life goes on. They will remain with you forever, I know there have been times I've felt my mama around me. Losing her was the greatest pain I have ever known, but it is indeed a part of life. Many hugs and much love to everyone...
i cried about a week ago, over my boyfriend... my friend and i were hanging out at her house, and we snuck her boyfriend in, but mine couldn't because he was superly grounded.. and they were getting and close and snuggly and that made me sad because i hadnt seen my boyfriend in a long time (he doesnt go to my school).. so once the guy was leaving, i just broke down.. i know thats really superficial compared to your guys'.. but it still hurt
Just so you know what sparked this... My grandmother died a couple years back, and I guess I never really acknowledged it... Last night, I watched the Notebook again, and all the elder woman reminded me of was my grandmother. It was wonderful to think of her and my grandfather so in love, but it really hurt to realize now she is gone... But, I mean, I guess she's in a better place. (If you haven't seen the Notebook, do. I've seen it 3 times just before it came out on movie.)
