Are you on the first page???.....didnt think so....so STFU http://www.hipforums.com/newforums/memberlist.php?&order=DESC&sort=posts&pp=30 Who the hell is the person on the top??????..they werent there before....Ill never get #1 now
i have finished my marriage, have raised all three children to adulthood and been a grandmother once with another grandchild along the way. I made a difference. All there is left to do is eat, sleep and find more meaning somewhere it doesn't have to be in people. And now at the age of 47 and finally welcoming my diagnosis of bordeline personality with a narcissitic leaning and bipolar properties as the chemical and physical makeup of my brain and brainwaves, what keeps me alive is just the basic nourishment of foraging, finding food and cooking it. Everything else is excessive caloric consumption and does nothing for my happiness. That my children share my genes and have endured my nurturing, well, all i can say is that's the cycle of life and death. I lived. I loved. Now i am supposed to just survive.