What are you

self-concious about?

I never wear my hair in a ponytail, because I have fat cheeks so it looks weird.

 

I have little to no sense of smell.

I honestly don't know when I stink, so I shower somewhat excessively.

 

Me, I am self concious about my weight...I am too skinny and need to gain weight, but it is hard, not being able to get all the nutrients and stuff out of food and all...

 

How much do you weigh?

 

Now, cause I had a flare up, about 130 lbs. A "healthy" weight for me is like 150 lbs, but I am happy to at least be 140ish.

Last time I was sick like this I went on a constant steroids dose for 3 months and that got me quite better and back up to 150 or so, that was 3 years ago. This time with me being sick, I went on a 3 month steroid plan, but immediatly started waining off of them (which I thought was odd) in stead of a continual dose. I don't think it is really working and will definitly get a different medication next time I see my dotor in early April...

sorry for the essay no one asked for

 

I'm self concious about my appearance, mainly my waistline.

I'm self concious about my personality, just because I think I may appear awkward at times. ahaha.

That's all.

 

Doesn't longterm steroid use have negative effects though?

 

I'm overweight and I'm self-conscious about that...and about my weird social skills my friend says I have...

 

Yeah, it does. Kepp in mind that these arent like "juice em up" Barry Bonds style steroids (but you are smart enuogh to know that), and a couple months isn't that long. I believe the dose that I got 3 years ago was only like 20 mg a day, but this time they started me off at 80 mg for a week, then down by 5 every week after that (until I got to 20, then it was 2.5)...

 

I'm gay.




Not really.



I'm very not gay.




But sometimes... nah.

 

I'm self-concious on religion.

 

You should ask your doctor about Creatine if you just want to bulk up a bit.

 

ahahaaa... everything?

my stomach, my thighs, my ass, my stretch marks on my thighs/hips/breasts. My neck, my head's shape (esp. when it's pulled back in a tight ponytail), my ears when my hair's up (they always look big when my hair's up), sweat stains in my pits, how I smell, how clean my clothes are, how i walk... aRAAAAAAAAAAAAGH

*sigh*
what fun it is to be me some days

 

It isn't about bulking up, it is about controlling bowel inflammation. The bulking up (due to increased appatite) is just a side-effect that happens to have some pluses when your weight has dropped considerably...

 

Ahh I didn't have a better term for putting on weight.

But I probably shouldn't be handing out (ill?)advice on the subject anyway, considering I don't really know anything about it.

Oh well.

 

Mainly about my lack of some social skills and interaction ....

 

I am self conscious about my ass, because it's darker than the rest of my entire body.

Just like some white folks have pale white asses, or just lighter skinned people in general...

And also, I have backne. (That's back acne, lol). And a bit of teenage facial acne. Uggh.

Other than that, really, I'm good.

 

my teeth. cuz they suck.

 

~ I don't wear my hair up because I have a big head and my ears are too far back.
~ My boobs are too big haha.
~ My lips are too thin.
~ I have a weird nose.
~ Old woman hands and feet

 

Don't stress it. If I really wanted to I could just set up an appointment to see a nutritionist. What i really need to focus on though is just getting better, the weight will come back when i am able to be more physically active. And my summer job will probobly provide some opportunity to get some of my weight back too...