Weekend blow in

Holy shit. I had no idea LSD could take me to the place that it did. I also had no idea how terribly wrong things can go.

Well we had all our shit ready, it was like 7PM, and we get a call from a friend that was at a fest that was about 45 minutes away. He told us that some fucking amazing blotter was going around, and we decided to check it out real fast, and try to make a new connect. SO we get there, sneak in past security, chill for a bit and met our friend. He took us to some old head, who clamed he had the cleanest L in the world. And it was from cali. So, we grab a half sheet for 250, and go to the music to try to find some molly before we leave. Security catches us, we get kicked out. Whatever, we got the worlds cleanest L right? haha.


We get back home, and decide to start by taking ten hits of the "worlds cleanest L", to see how it is, and see if we want to dose more. I drop the strip, and 5 MINUTES later, Im already tripping. My girlfriend decided that she wanted to start with half a strip. Anyway, Im like, woooah guys, its been 10 minutes and I have full blown visuals... We walk downstairs get some drinks, and somewhere on the way back up stairs, it hits me so fucking hard.


I get back in the room, and I am GOOFED. If anyone I loved saw the way I looked, they would be worried, and they were. One eye was partially closed, and twitching, and the other was just half opened and I had the most ridiculous grin on my face. It felt like my face was going to fall off of my head. I assured everyone that I was just tripping so hard, and I was completely fine. I was laying on the bed, and I was the most intoxicated I have ever been in my whole life. The visuals were fucking out of this world, I could not see infront of me at all, and I felt GREAT. The best I have ever felt in my whole life, so high.


I experience the LSD ego death at its fullest. I lose awareness of my surroundings, my body, and myself. I experienced complete synethesia, it was like my whole being was a penis, and I was fucking the most gorgeous and loving divine female entity in the whole universe. I cannot explain the visuals, they were so beautiful, like DPT visuals, but BETTER, and more flowing and real. SOOOO many colors. And this was like one hour after we dropped the acid. I guess I peaked quickly. The plan was, to smoke DMT when we were peaking, but that task would be completely impossible because there was no "me" to load up a pipe and smoke it. This LSD peak blew my highest dose of DPT completely out of the water.


At some point, someone suggested going outside, and I guess I opened my eyes, and blinked a little bit and saw through all the rainbows. I was in my girlfriends room, me. Yes, lets go outside. We get outside, and its dark. I cannot see anything but fucking rainbow visuals. I almost fell over multiple times, walked through a huge puddle, and walked into a fence, and walked right through many fences that I though were there. Wow, it was like being a little kid again. SO much fun. We dose 5 more hits of "the worlds cleanest L."



We got back inside, and back upstairs. It was time to smoke the DMT. Loading the pipe took about 30 mintues, because I was having so much trouble seeing what I was doing. Got it loaded up, and I took the first hit. WOW, it felt SOOO good and tasted SO good. WTF? I guess it was the acid. Im like "I love this shit, Im taking more hits." My girlfriend didnt want to smoke it, she has never done it, and I guess she was afraid because she was already tripping balls. So I take a couple more nice hits of this delicious compound, and I start vibrating intensely. I felt SO good at this point, its like psychedelic crack. The visuals got so intense, and more intricate, everything crystalized like alot of people say. I found my consciousness wedged inbetween this web of shapes that kind of reminded me of gears. I could move freely through this "machine" and I soon realized that it was the construct of all things. Complete understanding came to me, I knew how it all worked, I had reached enlightenment.


I came down, and look at my girlfriend. She had this really terrible look on her face. I asked her what was wrong, and she asked me if she was being hostile. My friend and I assured her that she wasnt, but she still looked extremely "lost". My buddy suggested we go for another walk, to change the mood. The Piper at the Gates of Dawn was playing, and it was in the middle of Interstellar Overdrive where it sounds all weird and dark. We thought it was the music that gave her a bad vibe.


We get outside, and things are just getting worse for her. She kept saying things like "I figured it out.... NO!", and she was pasing around and looking really distressed. We tried EVERYTHING in the book, to help her out but things just kept getting worse and worse for her. It got to the point where she was completely unresponsive, and started to speak jibberish. The whole time she had this look in her eyes, the look of loss, despair, and fear. She honestly looked like someone in a padded room. It was so scary, but this has happened before to other people I know, and I know its just a bad trip. I gave her a hug, and her heart was pounding. She was having a fucking panic attack, it was horrible. She then touched my face all over, and put her fingers in my mouth and started scratching the insides of my cheeks. Wooooahh man lets go back inside. At this point shes not talking, just sitting there, with that horrible look on her face.



Slowly she came back, I was so grateful that she was ok. She told me that she thought someone killed her dog, everybody in her family had died, I was breaking up with her, and me and my best friend were about to have a fist fight. None of this was true of course. She told me the whole time she thought that my friend and I were giving her "signs" and "clues" to help her realize that everybody she loved was going to die, and she was going to be all alone for the rest of eternity. What the fucK?

 

I'll take ten please and thank you.

But sorry about your girlfriend man I've been there (I think we all have at one point) but I hope she learned something about relieving bad trips. When did this happen??

 

fuckin hell man thats one hell of a trip.

how is ur gf now? she might have a bit of shit to sort through after experiencing that? she might make some big changes in life? usualy happens after a real bad trip

and what about u? how r u feeling after the fact? made any big changees? altered self? change of dress? and substancial personality alterating elements after the fact?

i remember after seeing heaps of amaazing colours on acid, i went to work a day or two later and the glasses (cups) were amazing, there were rainbows and colours all thro them. everything had that added edge.

 

:coolgleamA:

 

how the hell are you going to have a half sheet of the cleanest L in the world

dose 15 hits

and ALSO have dmt to smoke

im jealous

 

Shes completely fine. The thing that worries me though, all the things she percieved were NOT real. She was delusional. Psychedelics have never done that to me. Shes completely fine now though, she just caught some negativity, and allowed it to manifest. Like a tree with branches. As for me, I have never felt so good.

 

I KNOW RIGHT!

meh.

 

Sounds like she just got lost in the internal world of herself, which seems to include some very deep seated fears and insecurities.

 

I know very few people who have got to the place where I was on this acid. The only trip reports I have read that kind of remind me of what happened are those of thumbprints.

 

Very true. She thinks of something, and goes with it. Shes very introverted. I am trying to help her change this, but it is tough, because she is introverted.

 

Whats the farthest any of you have gotten on the stuff?

 

Help her out of her introversion?
It's probably a result of her childhood, and probably beyond changing, but being introverted is a powerful alignment from a spiritual perspective, that is, if you are spiritually inclined. Exploring the depths of your own self thoroughly enough will eventually lead to revelatory answers about the depths of others, and it is through this process that the One-ness of all people can be powerfully realized.
I'd let her muse.
Encountering our own fear always shows us that if you can make it through the night, there is a brighter day.

 

Which is never more true than after a bad trip. I hope she realized this, it's very uncommon for people not to but some people just get scared shitless and then don't shit anymore if you get my point.

How's she feel about doing psychedelics again?

 

Sucks about the gf, glad you had a good time though.

So no k or mush?

 

When she was coming down and collected, I asked her if she would ever drop acid again. Shes responded with a yes. I know it was just a bad trip, I have seen it before, she pissed herself, I have seen other people piss themselves, but its totally different when its someone you love more than anything. I dont really have a problem with her tripping anymore, but really, with all my heart, I dont EVER want to see her like that again. I guess we shall just float down the river, forever and ever, and ride the positive vibe.

 

Wait so did you see the self transforming machine elves after you smoked the dmt??

 

Nah, we decided not to include those because we had to dedicate our time to making sure she was ok and didnt hurt her self. If she didnt start to have a bad trip, we definetly would have embarked on those aswell. Also, I think if she had smoked the DMT when we offered, the bad trip wouldnt have happened. Well, next week Im going to a fest with my buddy, and were going to finish off the "worlds cleanest L", plus we will be going with our friends from Natural Breakdown, whom we know personally.

 

No, I saw everything.

 

sounds like he did to me:cheers2:
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prone, that was a damn good read (while coming down from a couple of hits myself)

 

You think you're ever going to want to try to make the combo again?